"err u are joonmyeon?"u asked him,"yes ___ hahah have a sit whats wrong with u?"baek jokes looking at u and pull ur hand to sit beside him,u glance at baek wanting some explanation because that guy really look alike suho,"ahh i know,he resembles suho right?___ are u okay?hmm let the past be the past okay,just pray for him"baek said trying to console u,u didnt know why u really hope that was suho,u want to make an apologise u want to say everything, u know u just been too selfish but suho never like that,he always tried to make u happy but thats all the past,"suho was my friend too,we worked together"said the guy,u really cant see any different with this guy except his hair and he seems didnt know u too."ahh im sorry,im ___ nice to know u"u said and smile, he smiles back."kkaja im hungry!"said baek and u guys had a lunch together.
You reached home quiet late because u had a lot of work to do,u entered the house and searching for ur mom in the kitchen,"im home" u said and hug her from the back,"aigoo dont make me shocked like that!"ur mom said to u,u just chuckled,"go take a bath lets have dinner together", so u just done it.
While eating ur mom start the conversation,"are u okay my dear?u look so pale,u lose weight and look at u now,im worried"she said to u,"im okay mom","still cant forget suho?"ur mom asked suddenly,u suprised by that and stop eating,"mom, i've been too cruel,why im so selfish?!if i could handle my feel maybe,maybe...."u couldnt finish ur words and begin to cry,ur mom hugs u,"hey stay strong,im always here with u,pray the best for him,then u started to talk about the guy u just met to ur mom,ur mom smiles listen to it.
Next morning,u got a called from baekhyun to come to his house,so u came,u ring the bell a few times and someone open it,it was joonmyeon u try to control urself u scared u will cry,"hi __" he said to u,u just smiled,"there u are!"said baek from behind and u entered the house,"have a sit i'll make a drink"he said,the guy sit casually beside u and watch the tv,the way he sits and he smiles just drive u crazy he really like suho.He then realised u been looking at him,"so...are u suho's girlfriend?"he asked suddenly,u shocked hearing that so u just nodded,"how did u know..?" "baek told me"he said calmly,then baek come with a bottle of mineral water u widen ur eyes,"hehe this is the best serving in this house okay!" he said and ujust laugh, "so joonmyeon lived with u?"u asked baek,"emm yeah since he just come back from australia so i let him stay with me,this house is empty too"he said to u,u nodded yeah u can feel the emptiness too,"emm __ would u mind to go to the park with me?"suddenly the guy asked u,u widen ur eyes,"well because its kinda boring sitting here and doing nothing so if u dont mind?"he smiles,baek shows thumbs up at u,u didnt know why but u agreed.
"oh?"u shocked when u guys reached the park,its ur favourite place whenever had a date with suho,"why?"he asked and open the door car for u,"no...this place..." "suho always bring u?"he chuckles then and u suprised,"haha i didnt know about it"he said again,u just stay silent all the time while sitting on the bench,"hey are u okay?"he approachs u,"em yeah" then he gives u a small wrap of chocolate cake,u take it and look over at him,"what? dont say that suho like this too?" he said to u, u just nodded "i-im sorry" u said, "why?" "u really resembles suho, im sorry" u said while tears begin to forms,he then wipes ur tears "hey i dont mind if u need someone to talk,i know how much suho cared about u,i know how much he loves u too,im sorry if my face made u feel uncomfortable" he said,u look at him and say thanks. Ur heart still fluttering
Its been one weeks u always spend time together with joonmyeon u didnt know why u feel so closed with him like u already know him for a long time,the way he walks and all things that resembles suho made u feel so calm to be with him,u feel like suho is with u.
Today is ur birthday,but u dont feel like it is,suddenly u remind on how suho will treat u during ur birthday and how happy u guys, u touch ur lips suddenly u remind of ur first kiss before he died, "if only..." u begin to crying again.
Your phone suddenly ringing and u can see baek is calling u, "he-hello" ur voice shaked, "___ are u crying? whats wrong? today is ur birthday" he said, "no,no im not crying,why baek?" u tried to cover it, "ahh im just wishing ur birthday, lets celebrate it at the park?ok?" u just agreed so that just the way u can feel happy.
When u reached, there is no one at the park because its already night,u just waiting for baekhyun to come,suddenly u saw a kid running infront of u,u suprised to see that,its a girl, she gives u a wrap of chocolate cake, "for me?" u asked the kid, and she smiles then run again, u take a look at the cake, its been written by someone.
'Happy Birthday,baby'
You thought baekhyun was joking with u,so u shouted his name, because there's no one will call u baby except for suho, u tried to call baekhyun again but no one answered, so u decided to leave, but suddenly...
"happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to my baby" u heard a familiar voice, a voice that u really missed u didnt move from ur place nor trying to fimd the owner of the voice but u already crying.
Then someone whisper to ur ear, "happy birthday baby, i miss u" u begin to turn ur head and u can see it was joonmyeon, u wiped ur tears and begin to laugh "why u scared me joonmyeon-ah" but he still smiles, he hold a box of chocolate cake with the candles on it and put it on the bench beside u, "joonmyeon ah where is baek?" u asked trying to hold ur tears, the truth u really hope that was suho, then suddenly he take ur hands, "dont u remember me? dont u missed me?" he asked, u pull away ur hands back, "joonmyeon this is not funny stop it!" u feeling mad,"he then takes ur hand back and put a ring on it,u so suprised to see that ring,u lost that ring after suho died u couldnt found it anymore,"where did u get this?"u asked,"its me baby, its me suho" he said again, "stop it!", u begin to feel so mad why is he playing with u about suho, suddenly baek appears from behind. Finding the situation not as expected.
"we are sorry __" said baek, u widen ur eyes u shocked how he suddenly behind u,"joonmyeon and suho is the same person,we are so sorry"he said and pats ur shoulder,u glance at the guy beside u,"what are u guys talking about?!i saw him with my own eyes,stop it baek im trying to forget him" u said madly,"that person was not suho,u didnt saw suho is beside the lorry but u already fainted" baek explained,he explained everything to u,u begin to cry hardly,u mad at them and all things,"why,why u lied to me?"u asked and crying, "we never said that suho was died ___", "its actually one of ur mom's plans too, she made u believe that suho is gone, she tried to help u, but its going worse when u keep falling sick, suho didnt want to do this,but for u guys relationships he scared he will lost u too" said baek to u ,"i'll leave u guys here,take some times im so sorry ____" said baek again before leaving.
"baby im so sorry,i missed u so much!" he said, u just keep crying and then he hugs u,u punch his chest and crying again u thought u just lost him forever. "i hate u!i hate u suho!" u said in crying, "baby shhhh, today is ur birthday dont cry, im so sorry", "why today?why u tell me today?" u asked him,"because today is the special day,the day that we will never forget,i want u to believe that i will never ever leave u alone anymore i promise" he said to u sincerely, "so u are not joonmyeon?" u asked and touch his face, "this is the funny one, how come u didnt know my other name baby? people been calling me that
since high school days" then u just realised that joonmyeon is what people called him back then and only baek and u calling him suho ,u felt so stupid suddenly, he laughs, "u not died? u not gonna leave me? im sorry too i was too selfish i never think about ur- " suddenly he hold u and kiss u softly on the lips, u suprised by the sudden but u missed it, "yes im here, its me baby" then he kiss u again,u didnt know how or what to feel anymore its too overwhelmed, now u will never lost him and u will never leave him too.
He then on his knee and facing u again, "____ my baby,will u marry me?" ur tears falling down again and u nod eagerly ,u feel so happy that u cant handle it, "promise me dont ever do this again" u said and he nods,suddenly u heard someone singing a bridal song and it was baekhyun, "hahah look how it works right?" he said, then u punch his arm,"im so sorry again" u said because u still feel bad towards him,"shh lets celebrate ur birthday and im here and always be here,i will never leave u again" he said and kiss ur forehead,"yah lets eat the cake!" said baek and both of u followed him,the best moment in ur life that u will never ever forget it,u also promised to urself to take care and live well with suho happily because u dont want to lost him anymore.
(the end...)
a/n: thanks for reading im suck at the ending...
