You cried hardly on ur way home,u shut urself and throwing everything."i have to be strong"u said to urself.
"yah suho ah!if u still like this u cant get her back!"said baekhyun,suho's cousin,they were so closed because of their same age, "she dumped me baek"suho said while lying down on the couch,baek sits beside him "so u will surrender after it been years u guys had a strong relationships and now u will give up because she dumped u?"asked baek seriously,suho sit and face baek before grabs his collar,"so tell me what i have to do?!im so done with my life baek!"he said madly and walks to his room where he shared the house with baekhyun,"yah this is my new shirt u short!aigoo~"baek mumbles around himself,seriously this is the first time he saw suho like that,he never seems so down like that,"should i or shouldnt i?",he asked himself if he should help u guys since baek also closed with u because u guys in the same high school.
Your phone's ringing wanting it to be answer u grab it and saw unfamilliar number so u just answer it,"hello chinguya~"said a guy,"err sorry?"u answered "yah its me baek,lets have a chat come on!"he said cheerfully,"baek?baekhyun?"u asked again,"yehet!u got it, come on i'll treat u lets have some tea"he said and u didnt know why u agreed.
You saw someone waving at u so u walk to him,u smile when see baek that didnt even change,still cute."annyong"he said cutely u just smile but he can still see ur pale face "yah gwenchana?"he asked suddenly,"oh yah im okay"u said and smile "its been so long right?"u started the conversation "haha yah but look at u never change same like suho"he said calmly but u feel uneasy after heard his name,"___ i didnt mean to bothering u,but how can i stay relax while my cousin is sicks",u widen ur eyes u just too shocked from what u just heard"su-suho is sicks?what happen?"u asked him,"he didnt eat for almost 2 days he keep saying ur name,i dont know what to do"he said, u felt so bad,is it u who made him fell sicked?u blamed urself,"where is he now?"u asked worried eventhough u didnt want to meet him,"our house lets go!"he said and u guys move together.
After reached,baek showed u suho's room and heading to the kitchen,u felt so scared and worried at the same time,so u begin to walk slowly,u open the door and u can smell the familiar perfume that u always missed to smell it,u suprised by looking at his room,its full with u guys pictures together since high school,u begin to cry because u missed him too but its all over,"___?" a familiar voice approach u from behind,u turn ur head and suprised when u saw suho,he suddenly smiles,"u are here?"he asked again,u turn ur head again not wanting him to see u crying,"i heard u are not really well so i just stopped awhile to see it"u said without looking at him,"i-im so sorry"he said again u cant handle urself so u try to move but he manages to hold ur hand,"wait!please dont leave me,u know how much i need u,u the only one,please im begging"he said and u can heard his hard breath,"we are done suho,move on with ur life,we are not mean to be!" u tried to run but he pulled u closer to him,suddenly ur lips brushed with him,for the first time.You widen ur eyes and pushed him,he holds ur hands again,"i love u so much baby,how can i live without u,i promise i will change"he said to u,u slap his face suddenly,"am i too easy for u?i cant stay any longer with u suho!"u said and run away baek was shocked by that,"___ ahh!"he called u but u ignored him.Suho following u behind he tried to grab u but suddenly.......'boomm' a loud voice from behind,u saw a blood on the road and baek begin to screams "suho!!" u heart beats fastly then u didnt remember anything.........
When u open ur eyes,ur mom is holding ur hand,"honey?are u awake?"ur mom asked u and try to call the doctor but u pull her hand's back,"omma?su-suho?"u asked while ur tears falling down,u felt so bad,u know u just been so selfish towards him,u felt regret if only u can understand him more.
"honey i will call the doctor okay" ur mom run and u begin to cry hard u didnt want to lost him.
After two weeks,u didnt heard about suho news,all u believe that he's already gone,u cried everyday feeling so bad and keep blaming urself about suho. "yah lets go to eat"asked baek to the guy who's lying on the couch,"u pay hah"he said and smirks,"arasso!" baek replied madly,baek drove the car and heading to the one of their favourite restaurant.You who already finished meeting heading to the same restaurant alone.
When u entered the restaurant u saw baek is sitting there alone u suprised to see him so u decide to approach him,"baekhyun?"u asked him ,he then turn his head and shocked,"hey!___ what are u doing here?"he asked cheerly,"of course to eat,alone?"u asked him,then someone come and sit beside baekhyun,u suprised to see that person,ur heart beats fastly,is that suho?u asked urself.Then suddenly the guy glace at u and smiles,the smiles that u really miss a lot,u didnt move from ur place and u dont even blinking,"err ___ are u okay?"asked baek waving his hand infront of ur face,u then realised u just staring at the person too long,u give a look at baek,"ahh sorry forgot to tell u,this is joonmyeon my friend"he said to u,the person smiles and shove his hand to shake with u but u just looking at him,"hi im joonmyeon,what's ur name?"he asked u. (to be continue....)
a/n : idk if i should keep writing?so how is it??any feedback??><
