I'm sorry we don't talk more. I hope you know that.I care about you a lot, you know. I hope you know that, too.Do you know what it's like to fail at everything you do?Maybe you do, but I hope that you don't.Is it cold, wherever you are? It isn't very fair to leave on some big adventure and leave us all here, without your presence. It feels like a part of my heart is missing. Take it somewhere nice, at least.