I listened to your favorite song today. It's "Eclipse," isn't it? By Pink Floyd? I listened to another song from them, called "Wish You Were Here," because the title reminded me of you. Two of the lines reminded me of you, too:
"Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?"
"How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year. Running over the same old ground, what have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here."
I hope you find some different fears, for once.