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Lana~

                        
      There is blood dipping from my throat. it's all over my clothes. I thought he had changed since the last time something like this happened.
I'm on my way to hallyn and blayke's. I have no money and im walking as fast as i can hoping that no one sees all of the fucking blood that's covering my shirt right now.

"what the fuck happened lana???" hallyn is shooting me a very concerned look. I mean i guess i can see why considering i'm covered in my own bloom and there's a small slit on my throat. "we need to take you to the hospital" blayke is grabbing my hand and the car keys from the counter. "guys it's really nothing to worry about. it happens." i try to free my arm from her grip. i really appreciate that they want to help me but i just needed to get away. i will be fine. "i just need a bandaid. do you have any?"
"well yeah we have some but we are driving you to the hospital whether you like it or not." blayke places her hand on my lower back and guides me towards the front door.

     we get to to the hospital and after waiting for about twenty minutes they finally call us back to a room. "so how did this happen?" the nurse is cleaning the dried blood from my throat and begins cleaning the cut. "i um.. i was trimming my hair!" i literally cannot come up with a good fucking excuse. i cannot tell them what actually happened because it's not a big deal and it's also none of their business. "you..cut it trimming your hair?"
"yes." i don't think she's really buying it but she leaves it alone and goes to grab some gauze. "you're not going back there lana." "hallyn i live there" i know i shouldn't go back but he didn't mean to.