Left Behind

Chapter 20: I always seem to stuff up

I still had a major migraine and I couldn't think straight did Christina know that she was sleeping with Louis or was she just so drunk either way she cheated on Dan I went to the kitchen and I start making something that would help me not be as intoxicated I look at the clock and see its already 7 in the morning I grabbed 2 glasses and I went to go in Tatiana's room "wake up the wedding is in 4 hours" I yelled at Tatiana she shot up and started drinking the drink I made her. I walk into Christina's room both still unconscious I walk to Louis side and tugged his arm "Wh-What is it" He said getting up "you slept with Christina that is what it is you absolute idiot" I say whacking his arm "I know it was bad Nat but I really like her" he said looking back at her "no you don't like her you where drunk and she was drunk no feelings at all... Now you need to drink this and get ready for the wedding you tell a soul about you and Christina I will..." I got interrupted "yes I know " he leaves quietly I walk back into Christina's room and brink her the juice "wake up today is the day your getting married" I yell chucking a pillow at her head "OH MY GOD I AM GETTING MARRIED" Christina yells shooting up from her bed I pass her the drink "your the best you know" Christina says hugging the living life out of me "don't thank me yet" I whisper at her quietly we get up and run outside to meet up with Tatiana 'okay ladies we have 4 hour to get the show on the road for the next 2 hours people kept coming in the doors doing Christina's hair and make up Melissa and Tatiana where the bridesmaids so I just went into my room and got ready I did my hair in a fancy updo with a few strands of hair falling at the front I put on a long light pink dress that fell right to the floor until "NAT" Tatiana yells "what happened " I ask shooting up "one of Christina's bridesmaids canceled she said that the job was meant for you so she was wondering .. " I cut her off "of course " I yell I run into the room and hive Christina a big hug "you know I love you right" Christina whispers in my ear "I know" I smiled "you look amazing Christina your dad would be proud" Christina's dad died when she was 9 she had her mom by her side and they where incerpritable "your dress is over there put it on before I smudge all my makeup" she says tearing up I give her one last hug and go to the dress. It was this beautiful baby blue dress that fell to the floor it had two straps that went across my shoulders and it was a very flowy at the bottom I slipped on these silver heels and walked back into wear Christina was trying on her dress It was this long white strapless dress with very fine detail on the top half and all flowy at the top "you look incredible " I say walking towards the mirror she was standing at. "Ummm Christina we should of left 5 minutes ago" Tatiana yells grabbing her flowers I picked up mine and we all run down the stairs into the limo we were getting in "Christina did you give the USB stick to the chapel" Tatiana asks concerned "yeah how could I forget" Christina replies the limo starts moving "what's the USB for" I ask "its going to be playing while we walk down the aisle it has pictures of me and Dan and our favorite song" She starts giggling " I smile to myself Christina has never been this happy before I wonder if she remembers?? The limo stops and we were outside the chapel "are you ready" I ask squeezing Christina's hand "ready as i'll ever be" she says hugging me we exit the limo and start walking towards the chapel door I could here soft music from the inside playing the doors open I see everyone standing up and smiling. I take two steps forward and then a video starts playing I was really confused at first but then I realized what was starting I start running to the front of the chapel trying to find a way to disconnect the USB it was the red USB i wanted nobody to see:

Documentation of Natasha Richardson pops up on screen

"So whats your name and how old are you"

"Natasha Richardson and i am 17 years old"

"when did this all happen"

"TURN THIS OFF" I yell when the video starts playing everyone still staring at the screen is shock

"Last year"

"could i please see the bump"

The camera that this was all recorded on shoot down to my stomach

"I don't know what to do doc I cant have this baby the father doesn't even know"

I go running to the back of the computer and found the USB I pull it out but it was already to late everybody in this chapel new about my unborn baby I looked towards Harry and I saw his face drop and his face turn into horror. everybody stops and looks at me faces of disgust and horror but most of all Christina's face her shocked blank expression i couldn't help but to start crying i run through the chapel and outside, I fall on the curb and burst into tears I have ruined everything.

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