Left Behind

Chapter 33: The big day.....

I walk in to see Tatiana whispering seductively into Logan's ear   "ARE YOU ACTUALLY KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW" I yell at Tatiana and Logan "I can never have anything to myself can I. You always want everything I have" I scream at Tatiana "I swear she came on to me." Logan says trying to defend himself  "you know what i will see you back home.... Our wedding is in a couple of days everything is ready and I need this. So for the love of god please Tatiana just let me have him" I say with tears in my  eyes I could feel Harry's breathing from behind me I didn't know what i wanted anymore. I wipe the tears and walked out of the hospital confused. I jumped into my car and drove back home I walk inside and go straight towards my closet I open the  door and I see my wedding dress hanging up on the closet door It had a sweet heart neckline and was lace all the way down it was tight fitting and shaped my body perfectly. I shut the door and walked towards my bed I loved Logan but i had all these mixed emotions with Harry...... and Zayn I thought they were all gone but seeing them again made all the memories come back. Logan is staying at his brothers house until the wedding so i would be alone for couple of days till the wedding I close my eyes and drift off.

I wake up to hear my phone ringing I reach over and answer "hello?" I say droopy "Hey there babe" Logan says in a happy tone "Hey" I reply sweetly " your friends left a couple of minutes after you left and Louie is fine" Logan says "I don't want to see them ever again" I say slamming my head onto my pillow "Oh well that might be a problem...." Logan says unsure "What did you do!" I yell " I might have invited them to the wedding" he says quickly .......... "hello Nat, you there" I hanged up the phone I chucked my phone at the wall  " ARE YOU KIDDING ME" I scream.

*LATER THAT EVENING*

I am lying on the couch in my small black gym shorts and my crop top tomorrow was the wedding and i was sitting around watching TV. It was extremely hot and I was sweating a storm this apartment doesn't have an air conditioner so i have a small fan blowing wind at me it was around 9pm everything was circling I couldn't think straight i grabbed a hair tie and put my hair into a high ponytail *DING DONG*I turn off the TV and walk towards the door I open the door to see Zayn standing in front of me" Zayn? How do you know were I live?" He looks at me right in the eyes I was falling for his beautiful eyes again I couldn't stop looking at him he was just so perfect. "I don't know why I'm here I just.... ended up here." My heart was racing I new I had to tell him to leave but i couldn't the words couldn't come out of my mouth he walks closer to me we were inches apart he caresses my cheek and i just let him. He grabs my waist and pulls me closer to him "Z-Zayn I cant do this" I say tilting my head to the side "I know i'm sorry" he lets go of my waist. My heart drops I wanted him Zayn steps outside my apartment "i will see you tomorrow" He says with a slight smile I shut the door and fall to the ground and cry. "I don't know what to do anymore" I whisper to myself.

*NEXT MORNING*

I woke up to people slamming things in my lounge i jump up to see hair and makeup people setting up I realized i was getting ready I wash my face and look in the mirror " I'm getting married. I'm getting married " I whisper I walk outside to see 3 of my bridesmaids I smile and give them a hug one of them were Logans sister. One was my close friend from work Jasmine and the other was Heather from high school she called me a few months ago and we became really close shes a completely different person. I was just about to sit down at the hair and makeup table until someone enters. Tears start flowing down my face "Christina?" I say covering my mouth I jump on her and hug her so tightly "I hear your getting married" Christina says laughing onto my shoulder "Is there another bridesmaids dress?" I ask the lady fixing all the dresses " Yeah one of your bridesmaids Brie has the flu she cant take it if you want" She says pulling out the bridesmaids dresses. They were these light blue color that had a strap around the neck the four girls walked over and got there makeup done first I walked over to the clothes and pulled out my wedding dress I put on the dress and stared in the mirror it was perfect I slip on my white strap heels I hear people gasp behind me "You look amazing" Jasmine says with a hug the bridesmaids did their hair and makeup I walked over to the table and sat down they did a half up half down look that was curled there were these small flowers pinning up my hair and on both sides of my head their were two pieces of curly hair. They did a gold light smokey eye and winged eyeliner with light pink lipstick i put my silver necklace on and my diamond studs we all walked out and down to the limo we all hop in Christina hands me my flowers I smile at her we make it to the venue it was this beautiful garden i could see everyone stand up when they see the limo all the bridesmaids start walking down the aisle i take a step out the limo and slow music starts playing i walk with the flowers in my hand i was trembling everything that has happened has been going through my head i see Logan smiling happily i turn my head to see Zayn and the boys standing together in suits I walk up to the front and it begins i couldn't stop looking back at Zayn "Is their something wrong" Logan whispers "No,No" I whisper back. "Now for the vows" the priest says "Natasha Richardson I have never met someone as amazing as you......." I couldn't stop think about Zayn I loved Logan but I never loved him as much as I loved him "Natasha your vows" the priest asks I look at Logan and then look at Zayn tears start forming in my eyes "I-I-Im so sorry" I drop take my ring of my hand and drop it on the ground i run out of the gardens towards a maze that was in the this garden I run in the maze right in the middle there was a bench i sit down and burst into tears "I'm such an idiot" I whisper to myself "No your not" as I look up I see Harry standing in front of me "Natasha I love you your my everything. I hurt you so bad two years ago but i know now that your to amazing to lose i cant see my life without you. Lets run away go far away from this place never come back" Harry says grabbing my hands and pulling me up he leans in and kisses me.

*Zayn's POV*

I follow Natasha into the maze I could hear her voice she was talking to someone I walk around the maze to see Harry and Natasha kissing my stomach dropped I was done with everyone and everything I am leaving England for good.

*Natasha's POV*
I pull away from Harry "I don't know Harry what happens if the same thing happens again" I ask "I promise you it will never ever happen again" Harry says grabbing my hands "OK lets try."

HEY GUYS!!!!

I'M BACKKKKKKK BUT THERE IS ONLY GOING TO BE 1 MORE PART OF LEFT BEHIND AND THEN IT WILL BE FINISHED I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THIS STORY I REALLY ENJOYED WRITING IT :) 

THE NEXT PART WILL BE UPLOADED WITH THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING

BYE Xxxx