My romantic storys

Stupid boy

I watch her leave, and my heart aches. I can't believe she is leaving after two years. She was precious like a flower, she grew but stayed innocent. She was beautiful and different, I thought I was protecting her but I was holding her back. She laid her heart and soul right in my hands from the first time we met, and I stole her every dream she ever had, and I crushed her plans. She never even conciderd leaving me, I guess she was to sweet to break my heart. Or maybe it was because told her that her dreams would not turn out the way she wanted them to go. I don't know why I thought I could make her into this person she isn't. And I hurt her more times then I can count, by telling her she can't, I broke her spirit and her happy personality for my own benifit, for my career. She wanted to see the world but I kept her here with me, I was a stupid boy. She put al of her in my hands, and I just used her for my benifit, she was so innocent that she didn't even notice it. And no matter what I told myself I felt worse every day. I wanted to let her go but I was held back by my dad,who said I could not let her leave, that she knew to much about his company and I listend to him. I still don't know why I listened to him, becaus of him she is leaving. How could I do this to her, I killed her dreams and I killed her whole being . That iis al I ever did with her and I feel like a jerk for doing that to her. That is the reasn I am letting her leave. She refused at first, but I made her leave and see the world, I want her to live her life. I want her to stay, but I can't be selfish anymore. I will have to tell my old man that I let her go, he will kill me most likely, verbally that is. But I can't keep her here, I really started to like her. But nobody is ever going to love me like she did. But I know, she is never coming back to me