Our Love [✓]

| 06

" Batao na Karan kya kaaran hai?" asked Sid

"Batao na Monami", insisted Sanjana.

Monami took a deep breath and continued, "woh ...."

"Actually Sid tum to jante ho ki mere parents ki death tab hui thi jab mein 17 saal ka tha. Woh mujhe chodkar chale gaye. Iss ka mujhpar bohot galat asar pada. Mein bohot bade trauma mein chala gaya. Humesha sab logo ko apne se dur bhejta tha. Gal....galat cheezo ki addiction hone lagi thi mujhe. Mere family wale mujhe adopt karne ke liye ready nahi the...mein akela ho gaya tha. Lekin is sab mein sirf meri Monu aur uski family ne mera saath diya. Mujhe kabhi akela nahi choda. Monu na hamesha mere saath hi rehti thi . Mere gusse ko , mere frustrations ko usne khushi khusi jhel liya. Humesha. Mein use apne se dur karta rah . Par Mom , Dad aur Monu ne kabhi mujhe akela feel nahi karwaya . Mumma , papa ke baad woh meri family the aur Monu meri puri duniya thi" , said Karan tears dripping from his eyes. 

Sanjana held Monami's hand and rubbed it to keep her calm. She continued , "Lekin college ke ek incident ke kaaran uska behaviour hi change ho gaya. Woh bohot introvert ho gaya. Jaise ab hai. Kisi se baat hi nahi karta tha. College mein toh sab use Khadoos Shergill bulate the. Yaha tak ki professors se bhi theek se baat nahi karta tha. Mom, Dad se bhi zyaada baat nahi karta tha. Mumma aur Papa ki death use is hadd tak affect karegi hume pata nahi tha. Hum sab ne use baat karne ke bohot koshish ki , phir baadme hume pata chala ki Karan ko drugs ki addiction ho gayi thi . Woh college ke peeche ek choti si dukaan ke andar jaata tha aur drugs consume karta tha."

Sanjana gasped. This was not the Spl Agent Karan Shergill  she knew and admired.

"Kisi ko yakeen nahi hua tha Sid. Mujhe bhi nahi. Lekin is sab ke peeche ek ladki ka haath tha. Nia. Nia Dixit. Woh ek din mere paas aayi thi and she proclaimed that she was in love with me asking me to become her boyfriend . And I was not in my senses that time . I really thought that there was someone who loved me. So I said  yes to that. I started dating her. To be honest I found her weird . She asked me to stay away from Monu. And in whatever state I was I would die instead of staying away from Monu. But she convinced me that we will disclose the relationship in public once she gets permission from her father. I reluctantly agreed aur mein...mein apni Monu ko apne aap se dur karta raha  ", said Karan holding Monami's pillow tightly in his hands.

"Yeh tum sach keh raho hai Monami? Humare sirji ne itna sab sehn kiya tha?" asked Sanju

"Aur bhi bohot kuch Sanju. Uss Nia ne dheere dheere Karan ko drugs dene shuru kiye aur woh uske....uske"said Monami gasping for air. 

"Shhh Monami", consoled Sanju.

"Nia ne uski body ka galat istemal kiya . Usne uska use kiya apne pleasure ke liye" said Monami

"Karan ?" asked a very silent Sid.

"Ha Sid usne meri body ka galat istemal kiya . Aur mujhe kuch pata hi nahi chalta tha. Subah uth ta toh sab bhul chuka hota. Mein toot gaya tha Sid. Lekin kehte hai ki bhagwaan agar aap se kuch cheente hai na toh uska dugna aapko dete hai" said Karan eyes shining with pride.

"Matlab Monu.."said Sid smiling.

"Mujhe Karan ke behaviour pe bohot shak hua. Aur jab bhi Karan ko Nia ke saath college mein dekhti thi , it was as if he was forced to do so. Uski aakhe humesha yeh hi kehti thi ki woh mere paas aana chahta tha . Humara relationship phirse theek karna chahta tha lekin Nia ke kaaran woh bandha hua tha. Dheere dheere uski tabiyat bigadti jaati thi. Woh constant beemar padta tha.  Ek bar raat ko mein uske room mein gayi thi us se baat karne ke liye. Lekin woh neend mein kuch badbada raha tha , pehle mujhe kuch samjha nahi tha lekin I realised ki woh mujhe kuch kehna chata tha 'Monu , save me please' , 'Give me drugs , Nia' , 'I want my Monu back , Nia' , 'Don't do this to me Nia , please'. It was as if he was literally begging Nia. Tab mera shak yakeen mein badal gaya ki Nia normal girlfriend nahi thi", said Monami