About To Be Known [Book 3]

Who Knew Post-it Notes Could Be So Useful

Notes:

Hello, I'm back. My leg is all healed up. I have a long scar about the size of my index finger down to my thumb. It's pretty big, but it is healing. I took a photo of it like yesterday, and I saw it, and it was much better. I'm going to be what it used to be. It fully closed in August, but I finally got to writing recently. This chapter was written before my leg happened, but I forgot that I hadn't posted it, so that's why it's not up, I guess.

Also, the reason why I didn't get right back into writing after the leg healed is because I was very depressed in the month of September. See September is supposed to be a happy time for me because it's my birthday month but once again, my birthday was a complete and utter disaster. Like, literally nothing about my birthday this year was good. I cried on my birthday and for five days after, which sucks a lot. Also, I was not allowed to move back into my grandma's house, so I'm stuck living with my parents, which is the sole reason for my depression; just FYI—end since moving back with them, I have wanted to die. I hate my family. I have never been more depressed than I am depressed at home.

Not to be a complete downer all the time and to talk about how depressed I am all the time, but it's a reoccurrence that happens a lot for me. I'm not very depressed right now. I feel pretty good. I've gotten a few helpful habits to not be depressed. One of them is to block my mom. What I do is I on my phone stop her text messages so that I don't get them. But if she calls me, I could pick up the phone. So that's what I do, and I have been much happier since doing it. She wants me to unblock her from the text messages but honestly, I feel so much better with her blocked that I think I will leave it that way forever. I can still read her text messages, but if she sends me something upsetting when I'm upset, I won't get the notification for it. So it's nice. Because usually, I get upset, and it just turns out a hundred times worse because she'll text me a bunch of mean shit, making me super depressed. And I'll cry a lot, so I don't want to do that so I've just blocked her messages because getting a hurtful message hours after is not as bad as getting it at the moment. She's annoyed I've done that because I've ignored all her text messages but screw it, I'm happier. Also, I've started to take care of myself more. I started showering more frequently, and I've gotten into the habit of brushing my teeth again, which is going great. My teeth have never looked better. So I'm happy about that. I'm also a little more confident in myself for weird reasons, but I'm glad about that. I'm also trying to take advice from my therapist about setting boundaries in my life. That's an uphill battle. Let's stay to keep it short. My mom doesn't respect me, and the intern doesn't care about the boundaries I'm setting. So yeah, shit's difficult.

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Stiles POV:

Well watching everyone through a camera felt icky, but it also was useful.

From what I gathered so far after watching for about a week; first off, Lydia forgot about me for a little while, then Peter also forgot about me completely. How great......I think sarcastically. After that, Rei completely forgot about my existence.

The only person who did remember my existence was Klaus, of all people. Maybe it's a hybrid thing. I don't know; at this point, everything is weird and confusing, and out of my control.

However, Lydia did a little snooping around her own life, which led her to call Peter and get in contact with Klaus, who reminded her of my existence, so she knows what she needs to know. Peter is a lost cause at the moment, and he can regain his memory after all this is over. Rei somehow is working with Scott and Kira because he thinks that Kira is me, the student that he was supposed to be teaching, but he forgot about my existence, so he's confused and lost, but at least he's in a good place where he could figure out everything if he needs to. While Scott and the rest of the puppies don't know what's really going on, at least they are on the right track to knowing what the Wild Hunt is and that it is happening around them. That's better than not knowing anything at all.