When you look into the mirror and you dont recognize yourself.
You dont know how you were able to end up like this mentality.
Anger Issues fulfill your brain with violence and radical thoughts.
Dont know what to do and how to make a change. Cant take it.
You go through the same shit every day and cant stop the pain nor your choices nor your actions. Your brain is clearly not working normal.
People around you make it even harder. All those empty unknowing heads those non knowing word using mouths.
I want to pick up an axe and swing it as hard on that neck so that head falls of. No screaming.
I want to scratch the skin up untill I can feel the flesh under my nails.
I want to cut that stomach up and take those organs out one by one.
My thoughts make everything worse. I want to rip my eyes out, grab through those holes and rip my brain out. Like a string going through a needle hole.
I want to set that face on fire to see it melt away in the mirror.
The people around you make it worse.
They don't understand the word stop and mistake it.
Le*** ** alone.
Attention is what the world cant give.
Everyday i practice in the same actions.
I see the same streets in the same lightning.
Nothing ever changes.
Nothing will get better.
People who lived talking stopntalking to you.
You want something
you cant have
you have never had
you dont know much of
you will never get.
I am losing my sanity each day a bit more and all of you are suprised of how that could even be possible.
You have the world to ur feet. But don't you know its falling apart.
