That stupid long school day finally ended... The only thing i could think about was that girls voice, it sounded beautiful. If i would have to listen to only one thing for the rest of my life, it would be her voice...
Am i in love??
I hope i'd see her again somwhere, if i would see ger what would i say, would i embarras myself like every single time
Heres a small story...
Back when i didn't yet know i liked women, i had a "crush" in this guy...
Me and Lucas would plan that we'd kidnap him if he wouldn't like me back. For my luck we didn't do that. When he was 'boutta move away to Gangam i decided to tell him 'bout my feelings in the last day before he moved away
I walked over to him and somehow couldn't get the words out.
"Yoongi you are big to me" i yelled as loud as i could, before you judge i was supposed to say "Yoongi you are big part of my life and thats why i like you so much." But i was young, what could i do....???
Back to present
Standing in the noisy bus stop hearing people talk shit and gossip about some boys is part of my daily life. I definently would get rid of it but sadly can't. Then it hit my ear, outta the hundreads of voices that one stand out to me again, it was her i knew it was her.. The angelic voice that somehow reminds me of a blueberry, the darkness and brightness mixed up twirling as butterflys to my stomach.
Who is she?
Why is she?
What is she?
I'm desperate to know more about her and now i could. But my body wont move, neither would my lips. I was quiet like always, but this time it was diffrent. I wanted to get those words out of my mouth but couldn't.
Do i have a crush on her??
Is this love??
What is love??
Authors note:
Helloo!! I somehow enjoy writing here.
But a small reminder here: I'm not fluent in english so DO NOT point out my spelling mistakes or typos.
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