Transboo and beeduo

(Deadname)

Rambo pov 

I wish I were a boy my parents think it's weird and that it's a phase. I wish the phase wasn't so long it's been 10 years Sense the phase started and it really is getting hard for me my chest is so big my hair is to long my Features are to Feminine it makes me wanna break down and cry. I want to talk to someone about it but I'm to scared to what if it is just a phase and I'm weird for holding on to it go so long. And they all say hi deadname. How are you deadname. Re headband headband dead name and it hurts when they say deadname . The last time someone use she/her Pronouns with me I wanted to breakdown and cry but . No ranboo be strong . I just need to talk to someone about it it hurts so damn much . It wouldn't be like this if I were a boy when I was 13 I used to wish to be a wish and sometimes I dream that it came true I dream and dream and dream but I'm Nothing but a freak for feeling like this nobody would expect me for this I'm a freak and I like all genders I'm a good for nothing freak . I wish I were  a boy pls pls pls all I want is to be a boy 

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