Feelings

(Ex) Crush B

Tbh idk when I started liking B but i think it was cuz of his looks
The whole reason why I I didn't like him anymore may seem childish or dumb for some but idc
I was in class and I was new to the class and I sat on a seat then saw that he sat beside me
yk I got a bit nervous and since I didn't knew what they were doing and the teacher wasn't here that day so I asked them if they completed a assignment
And it seem like they didn't hear me so I asked 2 more times and they would still not respond so (I swear it was by reflex) I waved hand in front of they face and they answered with a attitude
"Yes, we already completed that."
And that was all
So yeah that was when I noticed that why am I trying hard to have a relationship with them
when they don't even want to talk to me
When they don't even acknowledge me
When they have made me feel small so many times
Cause this wasn't the first time he made feel that way
So yeah
I'm not wasting my time with him
Plus it seem like he stuck in his ex so I ain't gonna fuck with that
Oh and the story where I said I wanted to kiss someone yeah I meant them
I bet it was cuz of looks