Beyond the truth

Tape # 3 Part 6

 Like I said before  the next tape is Heather Davidson because she one reason she killed  my sister so Heather this is your tape , Heather Davison you came friends with my sister in first grade and you stay friends with her until 9th grade because you thought she betrayal actually you betrayal  her you you promise to stay with her when things got hard but instead left her   and you promise her and you broke the promise just remember that you said to my sister you never broken a promise to anyone but you did and that hurted her and me , Because she dated your older brother and told everyone in your friend group he off limits but your brother didn't think so, He went  to my sister and you got mad because it was his choice not hers  and again you just base girl and you  don't  give to shits about my sister  and the fact that  give up on her and you go tell people she was the one that give up you   , So  instead being sorry for put her through hell  mad her look bad in front of other tape#3.

( English class reading with someone not a tape ) 

I'm in english class and we're reading I'm reading with someone and the person that I'm reading with is the boy who said I kill my sister in front of everyone in the cafe Josh  I don't know his last name because I don't bother knowing his last name .  He my partner in two classes and that just not right I swear the teacher l don't like to me they put me in groups that I don't like and I swear I don't have opinion on anything anymore even though I'm my own person but the reason could be that my sister death.  Ever since then I don't have any saying in anything ,  so my life isn't my anymore . Ever since my sister died I basically stop talk to people because I don't want to get ask are you oh okay and told I'm sorry for your lost of your sister and . I hope you don't do the  same thing as your sister . What hell is wrong with people  when somone famliy member die they act so differnt or missing or a animal what is it because the people get something out of it .   

Josh: Hey can you pay attention 

Me  : Huh I said ,

  Josh: Are you going to read that chapter or are you going think of killing someone  .  

Me: Really are you still thinking  I killed my sister are that dumb I . 

Josh: Charlotte, I Know butif the guys see me being nice to you, they will think that I like you and you are a killer. 

 Me: I think we are done reading I'm going  to the bathroom . 

With the angry in my body because I'm getting sick of his shit because he not the  person I thought he was but here the thing  he nothing like his friend until the  make fun of  somone like me because again everyone thinks I'm murderer but I didn't  my sister did suicide  and  I know why she did it but  everyone won't believe me because it's Just  everyone thinks I'm outsider because I'm abpoted and I don't looked like my family .  And everyone knows I don't look like my family .