Beyond the truth

Invitation to Sam party 12

Mom: Oh my god John there over 14 years old they can go to the party

Dad: Emma can not Charlotte  look  at her grades there D'S and F 's  Mary

Mom : So what she just  a kid they both are let them go

Dad : whatever Mary she never learn her mistakes

They stop arguing  I hear a door slam that was it . Ever since they got they been  agrue about  me like there's no tomorrow  . They be arguing  about my grades for a while and my dad always  think I need some sort of punishment but my mother. Thinks its not big deal because.  Caleb have bad grades  and my dad let him slip and Emma had one bad grade and her let her  slip but when it comes to me. There no agrue  to out Because my dad wasn't to fine of my mother to abpoted  a kid because my abpoted mother couldn't have any more children . So she want to see if she can abpoted.  So she had the chance her bestfriend  and her husband got in car accident  and passed away and there daughter .That is me got put foster care and I was bounce  home to home so Mrs. Johnson . Decide to take me for while then boom not even month later that why my last name. Was changed  from Carter to Johnson  .

Emma : Are you ready for the party this week
Me: I wasn't invited
Emma : Now you are
Me: Waited how though I thought it was invited only
Emma : And it's plus one to  I was foing invited  my boyfriend  but his boys all did so I'm invited  you and there no buts and what's if about it 

Me: Emma I won't know anyone there and I bet no one wants to get know me

Emma: Clay be there

My face light up and I could feel the heat creep up my cheeks because Clay was the first boy to notice me when I came back here . But when I indrouce him to my family and my  sister she thought it be fun to take him as her friend and leave me out and it did work so Clay  me out my sister and that how I like Clay.

Emma: So what do you say.

Emma please Clay your friend now he never hangout with me anymore I said as I turn face the mirror in front of me.

Please Char and Clay only talks about you sometimes  have to tell him be quiet  how much he talks about you said Emma.
Fine but I get chosen outfit for the night I said.
As we got ready for the party Emma friends picks up and we went to the party I stay close to her most of the night then Clay took me to dance half of the night . Hey are you Emma sister said random woman . Yes why where is she I asked. This way your sister is getting in fight with her boyfriend  said the random girl. As he grabbed my by the  arm basically  dragged me across crowd of people . As I saw my sister  pushing her boyfriend  I went up to and I grabbed  her.
Emma let's go home  now  I said basically  dragging  her out of the situation  and the crowd of people.

Fuck you  John you're worthless  piece of shit said Emma as we are leaving the crowd of people  and walked outside to the car. I can tell that she is drunk and she had about 1 to 5 drinks .
Oh My god John is ass why did I get with him in the first place said Emma.
As I gor her I her the car and I buckle  and I close the door and walke around to he other and I got in driver seat and turn on the car .
I been  telling you for months  that he bad I said .

Yeah but you my little sis I should be telling you that about guys said Emma.
Yeah but got in a fight with your boyfriend  I said.  As I  back out and started to drive away down the road. Emma  sobbed the all the way home and I just sat there because I didn't know what to do . When we got home  Emma got out from the car and she run inside I sat in the for minute then I went  in I heard screaming from my mother and my father saying Oh god repeatedly  I rushed to see what is happening 

Mom what is happening  I said
Charlotte cried mother
I got to  Emma room and there my mom holding my bleeding  body her arms
Is ..... she ......dead.
The ambulances  came same with the polices to ask questions we got to the hospital  and my sister.... dead....she is gone . Everything went down hill  since that day  I couldn't believe  she is ..... dead  .  When more days go on  more and more I got depressed and more and more I didn't leave my room but my friend  got worried  same with my parents but I couldn't leave my room because   if I do I will passed my sister  room and I will see it again.....

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(Two months later)

I eventually  left room after two months  I went back to school everyone tried to talk to me but I refuse to speak to anyone .

Everyday I got up got dressed  est little  bit walk to school  did school  got off went home  did work had snack and had dinner  and went to bed and did all over again.

( Six months later)

Charlotte  honey said mom  As knock on my door  and came in.
Yeah I said looked up from my phone.
I know it's been awhile  but I want you go through  your sister thing to keep and the rest will go to good well said mom. As she stand in the door frame of my door.
I thought about it for half of minute why not I haven't  been in ther for 8 months.
Okay I said as I got up and I walked my mom  and went down  the to my sister room and I slowly  opened  here door and I went in and memory  we had with each other  flood my mind after  that I went  through here things after that I went through  her bag and found her school  things . And went through her note book and I found a letter it said ten thing that I'm leaving  behind.
And I read it after I did on the floor crying. I hurried up got myself  together  and tried  to think what to do mother .

I rushed out of the room down the downstairs ........
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Mom mom I said repeatly 
What is it honey said mother as she saw the letter in my hand he face went from what the good news to the bad news face .

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Is... that ....the ....letter said mother through her tears.

Yes I said  hand her the letter.