I don't want it
And I don't want to want you
But in my dreams, I seem to be more honest
And I must admit, you've been in quite a few
Sirius threw his head back into his pillow and let out a long groan. "I think she cursed me or something." James laughed, "Y/N L/N cursed you? Yeah right, she couldn't curse a fly even if she tried." He shrugged when the older of the two glared at him.
"Well, then how is it that she's practically living in my mind? It doesn't make sense!"
James rolled his eyes, "I have a small hunch... Hear me out. You like her." Sirius rolled his eyes and threw a pillow at his face.
~
Sirius couldn't get her out of his mind no matter what he tried. His sleep schedule was thrown off completely. Three in the morning became midnight, somehow the nights he didn't get sleep felt better. He knew why, but he still didn't want to admit it. He couldn't admit it. How was he supposed to admit that he enjoyed spending his free time with her? How was he supposed to tell his friends that he fell for the girl he swore he'd never fall for? How was he supposed to tell his friends that he's gone soft for a girl whose smile could light up the world?
"Stop staring, mate. You look like a creep."
Sirius snapped out of his daze and turned to look at James, "Shut up." He looked back to where Y/N sat with her friends laughing. She turned around and saw him looking at her and gave him a sweet smile before she went back to talking with her friends.
"I think I might've fallen in love." Sirius sighed to himself.
James pumped his fist in the air, "Called it!"
