Kiribaku agere

Nightmares

TW: Abuse from Mitsuki, vivid nightmares, and panic attacks.

NIGHTMARE STARTS THE CHAPTER

Bakugo POV:

"Mom?" I asked walking through the hell hole that I call home.

"Katsuki! I missed you so much!" My father came running into the room he leaned over and whispered in my ear "Run. Your mother is angry." At the end his voice started sounding distorted. Soon my father shifted into looking like my mother.

"KATSUKI HOW ARE YOU A LITTLE WAS I NOT A GOOD ENOUGH MOTHER FOR YOU? NOTHING TO SAY BRAT?" Tears started to well in my eyes as her hand lifted and slapped me across the face. I fell to the kitchen floor my mother started kicking my already aching ribs. By now I was a sobbing mess on the floor. In my daze I looked up and saw Deku, he would help me, right?

"Poor Kachan! Look who's useless now!" 

END OF NIGHTMARE

I jolted awake tears streaming down my face like waterfalls. I looked next to me at the shark stuffie and took it into my arms to cry into. at this point I was sobbing and loudly at that. Never had I been so thankful for the dorms being soundproofed. I grabbed my phone off of my nightstand and decided to text Kirishima. 

TEXTS:

Blasty: KIRI

Blasty: KIRI read 3:27 am

Sharky: hey hey whats wrong why are you up so late? read 3:28 am

Blasty: I had a nightmare :( read 3:28 am

Sharky: do you want me to come over and you can be little hun? read 3:29 am

Blasty: yes please :( read 3:29 am

After about 5 minutes there was a knock on my door, I got out of bed still crying and opened the door to see my caregiver. "Hey there little one can I come in?" I nodded and stepped aside. He walked in and picked me up, I let out a small squeak out of surprise. He carried me over to the bed and placed me down and sat next to me.

"Papa...." I spoke quietly with sadness in my tone.

"Oh, my sweet little one, you must be so scared huh baby? Do you wanna talk about it my lovely boy?" I started shaking my head violently and crying harder "Oh sweetheart. Shhhh, it's okay, it'll be alright little one." He started hugging me and rubbing up and down my back.

"Daddy, make bettew..." although it was most definitely difficult to understand what I was saying he still had a sympathetic look on his face.

"I'm not sure how to make it better my darling boy. I really wish that i could make it better and for these scary dreams to just leave you alone my dear."

Even through my sobbing I could tell he was being genuine. I just put my head on his shoulder and tried to calm myself down because I could tell I was worrying Kirishima with my hyperventilating. 

"Oh, hunny no you're going to make yourself sick breathing like that. Cmon in 1, 2, 3 good job and out 1, 2, 3. Good job little love!" He kept helping me get my breathing under control so that I wouldn't make myself throw up.

Pretty soon I was completely calmed down now and around the age of 1. "How old are you baby?" I tapped his shoulder once not wanting to pick my head up as I was tired. "Okay little man, why don't we watch some tv and then you can go back to sleep huh?" I nodded sleepily, he got up with me still in his arms and grabbed my laptop and pulled up Disney+. "What do you want to watch my darling little boy?"

I thought about it for a moment, and it was a hard decision. "Uhhhs. Ewena of ava bleh." I said not really knowing how to say the rest of the word.

"You wanna watch Elena Of Avalor?" I nodded like yeah that's what I just said so obviously I wanna watch it. He typed it in the search bar, and we started watching the first episode.

After a few episodes I started to fall asleep and normally that wouldn't be a problem, but I wanted to keep watching the show! "Dada!"

Kirishima looked down at me as I had moved to laying in his lap. "Yeah bug?"

"Bababababa!" I babbled at him because I'm just silly like that.

"Wow really?" He responded and I nodded very seriously I mean that was a life changing secret!

Kirishima pov:

OKAY OKAY STAY CALM KIRISHIMA JUST ACT AS IF YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE'S SAYING "Abababadadada!" He said kind of angry but really it was just so adorable!

"Oh my god she did not!" He giggled and nodded. "The audacity of some people!" He laughed even more so I guess he was enjoying me playing along!

He yawned and snuggled into me more and started drifting off to dreamland. I continued to sit there afraid that if I moved, he would wake up.

After a few minutes I started to move myself to be laying down with his head on my chest instead of my lap. I successfully moved us without waking him up, now I can get some sleep of my own.

I checked my phone making sure my alarm was set and seeing what time it was just to know on a scale of 1-10 how cranky Bakugo would be in the morning, well it was now 4:30 in the morning so most likely will be a 6/10 on the cranky scale. I was prepared for that if it meant that he was able to go back to sleep and wake up with me here with him.

I just hope that these nightmares don't become a regular thing to torture this absolutely lovely boy, we all know he doesn't deserve that and even if they do, I'll be here to make him feel okay again and make sure he knows he's loved and cared for.