Teach me how to love you

1 | Revenge like this

-God, you are so beautiful..
He whispers to me in my ears and we kept dancing.

-What's your name??
He asks something but can't listen to him. Either the music is too loud in this godamn club, or im drunk as fuck; again.

-Can't hear ya!!!
I say out loud and he laughs.

-What's your name gorgeous????
He says grabbing my ass.

-Ohh! It's Erinna!

-Thats a weird name.

-I know, right??

-You! Come with me!
Someone in a weird costume say to me. Everything is a little bit blurry. I think he is a policeman or a security guard. Not sure.

-What the hell man?
The guy that was grabbing my ass few seconds later is questioning too.

-Leave! Now!
Someone is grabbing my hand and takes me with him. I may get in someone's car and then to someone's house. It looks familiar tho but im too tired or drunk to figure it out so I think I im passing out.

I open my eyes a moment later and see that costume again.

-Fuck!
I scream and sit to the sofa I was maybe sleeping when he brought me home.

That was Wren. My brother. Who happens to be a policeman and try to control my life.
He is staring at me sitting to the opposite sofa; again. And he seems disappointed; again.

-Just leave me alone..
I say to him but he doesn't respond as always.

-Do you realise what could happened?? You didn't even care that I drop you and brought you here. What would happen if someone else was me???

-Don't start Wren! Am not doing this conversation again. My head hurts.

-Do you know why your head hurts??

-What am I? An idiot? Yes Wren. I know i've been drinking. Am not denying that. Am 21. Not a teenager.

-I'm tired. Of all this!
He points at my mess.
I know i'm a mess.
He knows i'm a mess.
Every time I go to a club, somehow my big brother shows up. He knows a lot of people and he told everyone to inform him if I messed up again. He shows up to "save" me. Or he just to show our dad that he is a good brother.

-What time is it??!

-Almost 5 am.

-Stop looking me like that.

-Like what?? Like two men were grabbing my sister's ass?? Or like that you are ready to go with them??

-Is it that bad that I just wanted to have some sex Wren? You should try it too!

-No wonder why Steve doubt you.

-Yeah defend you bestie now. Go on.

-Go get some sleep.
I leave the living room immediately and go back to my bedroom. Did I mentioned that I live with my brother?? Sucks. A lot.
I'm still not sure if Wren loves me more than to show how much he loves me to our dad. Wren was always the perfect child in my family. Let me correct this, to my dad.
My parents broke up when I was 14. Wren is cold, just like my dad. If I was my mum, and I was dating someone exactly like my brother who is like my dad, I would get divorce too. My dad is a lawyer and he wants a "successful" future for us. Wren got him proud when he became a policeman. Me? Nah.
Negative.
I'm studying as a graphic designer, or at least i'm trying to. My dad and I had a really big fight about it and I end up working a lot at cafés and stuff to pay for my collage. My dad isn't paying a shit to it and that's for the best. I don't want him to control my life but the only thing he could control, is me getting agreed to live with my brother until I make some money and get my own apartment.