Love to madness

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Y/N POV
Next morning I found Seokjin sleeping in the same pose as last night. Our mission today is not until tonight. I still don't know who this enemy is. I still wonder why Seokjin does not want me to meet this enemy. I stopped thinking about it and went to the bathroom and did my morning routine. When I came back I found Seokjin on his phone.
  Y/n: Seokjin! The bathroom is free *smile*
  Seokjin: babe! There you are! I was looking for you!
Y/n: why?
  Seokjin: Because I thought you left me! Today is the mission with our enemy. I don't want you to leave my side. Ok?
  Y/n: okie! I will not but why? Who is this enemy and why are you so worried?
  Seokjin: You said yourself that when you're near him you become weak as if you lose your ability to fight or defend yourself.
He said while coming close to me.
  Y/n: yeah but that is when I am with my dad!
  Seokjin: exactly.
Seokjin walked into the bathroom while I stood there confused. What did he mean by that? I am only weak when I am with my dad so what did he mean? I feel so stupid right now. After a few minutes Seokjin came out of the bathroom.
   Seokjin: Let's go?
   Y/n: hmm. Let's go.

We went downstairs and I guess we were the first ones up because no one else was there. We went to the kitchen and saw Jungkook cooking breakfast.
I sat down as Seokjin went to help Jungkook cook.
Jungkook: today is the mission.. Seokjin?
  Seokjin: Don't you fucking say that bitch's name.
  Jungkook: Ok ok. Are you still worried about Y/n.
Seokjin looked at me then at the food.
  Seokjin: yes.
  Jungkook: I don't get why you're so worried. She knows how to fight and she has us if she is in danger.
  Seokjin: Jungkook! I know that. Focus on the food and not on me or the food will burn!
What is wrong with him? He is acting so weird and serious. This is not the Seokjin I know. Is there something wrong?
  Jungkook: morning Y/n! How do you feel about the mission?
I looked at Seokjin and back at Jungkook.
  Y/n: I was ok at first but Seokjin worrying has got me worried.
  Seokjin: Y/n! Here is your food. Eat first!
I looked at him and he had a serious face on.
To be honest, he is scary when he is serious. I looked down at my food and started eating.
Seokjin: good! Jungkook! Where are the others?
  Jungkook: probably sleeping.
  Seokjin: at this time?!
  Jungkook: Well yeah. They don't have anything to do. Why?
  Seokjin: WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN THERE IS NOTHING TO DO?! WE HAVE TO PREPARE FOR THE MEETING!
  Jungkook: we are ready tho.
  Seokjin: shut up!
Seokjin then looked at me with angry because I stopped eating when listening to them fight. He is so scary when he is mad. His star at e gave me shivers down my spine.
  Seokjin: and you! Why the hell did you stop eating?! Did anyone tell you to stop?!
I did not answer and tried to finish quickly. I was so scared of him at that moment. His rapping is the scariest thing ever. Soon I saw the others come down. I was so glad that they are awake now. He is scaring me so much.

Author POV
Everyone came down and Y/n sighed a sigh of relief.
  Jimin: Hi, love birds. Morning Jungkook.
  Seokjin: WHAT LOVE BIRDS HUH?! IS THIS A TIME TO WAKE UP? HUH?
  Grace: what happened, why are you yelling?
   Seokjin: FIRST ANSWER ME BITCH!
   Yoongi: HOW DARE YOU CALL HER A BITCH?! SHE IS LIKE A SISTER TO YOU!
   Seokjin: SHIT UP!
They kept fighting while everyone else was confused. Y/n still scared.. No. Terrified. She was Terrified for her life and the girls noticed that. They sneak over to her.
  Nishat: Are you scared? He is so scary!
  Y/n: w-what has g-got i-into him?
   Aislinn: I have no idea but I guess the worry inside him built up into angry.
   Lalia: I am sure things will be fine soon.
   Maliha: yeah. I am sure things will be fine soon. Hopefully.
  Seokjin: WHAT ARE YOU GIRLS WHISPERING?! TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM ME?!
   Malia: n-no.
   Seokjin: THEN WHAT?! GO TRAIN FOR THE MISSION!! AND I MEAN THAT FOR ALL OF YOU!
   Jungkook: They don't need training Seokjin! They know how to fight! Calm yourself down!
   Seokjin: WHATEVER! IF WE LOSE A FIGHT WITH HIM THEN DON'T FUCKING BLAME ME!!

saying that Seokjin went upstairs and Y/n was basically shaking in fear. She remembers all the time when her mom or dad yelled at her, all the times her dad abused her out of anger in front of his friends, all the time Felix had to protect her from her parents. All of those moments flash before her. A tear left her eye remembering that."Will Seokjin become my dad?" She thought. "Was my dad right? Did my dad really sell me to a monster?" She thought while her eyes filled with tears.
The other members were used to his anger but they have never seen  this. Nishat noticed Y/n's eyes filled up with tears. She immediately called the others. She did not want to see anyone sad.
  Nishat: Y/n! Don't cry please! Everything will be ok. Seokjin is just a little angry. Please don't cry.
  Y/n: Nishat did I do something wrong? What is wrong with him *teary eyes*
   Nishat: no, you did nothing wrong!
   Malina: He is probably mad at the enemy. Don't worry.
   Namjoon: don't cry Y/n! I hate to see people cry! I will go talk to him.
Namjoon left while Y/n was sitting there silently crying, thinking of Seokjin and her dad and other people who used to bully her. The other members were there comforting her while she was crying, trying to make her stop. Over at Seokjin…

Seokjin POV
I came into my office and sat down slamming my hand on the table. I was so mad. Just then I got a call. I don't know who it was but picked up.
???: hello kim Seokjin
I knew who he was right when I heard the voice. It was out energy that we are going to meet today.
Seokjin: The hell do you want?
???: I am just warning you. You're the leader of this group. If you fall hopelessly in love with someone you might loss your position and your power for them. I mean that is how you grandparents died.
Seokjin: w-what?
???: please! Before your parents were born some warned them of what I am warning you now. I  fact they got warning by my grandparents. But they ignored it thinking they can easily beat them but your grandpa dies due to the fight that we are going to have now years after your dad was born. Your grandma could not take the pain and  killed herself. Along with that, their group turned into dust. He lost all his power.
Seokjin: I am NOT letting anything happen to Y/N and my group.
???: do whatever but I telling you. Behave cold towards her. Stay away and nothing will happen.

The man cut the call with me left here thinking of Y/N and the power. I love
Y/N more than my life but if I really fall for her will my group and possession be in danger? I can't risk that. I have to stop loving her. If I start loving her then everyone will think I am weak and will kick me out of the mafia gang possibly. I can't risk that for my group. I can't lose the power that I have.
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To be continued

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