HEALER || Soobin FF

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In this book there would be alot of mental health problems, like SA , SH, ED and many others please if you recover or trying to get out of this please don't read it or just read it for ur own safety.  I don't want this ff to be a cause for everyone thank you . :) and take care!!

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Tuesday 8:36

Fuck

I'm late ..

Again I'm late to my health class can't this day be better ! I just got a 80 on my math test and I even studied yesterday and the day before to get a fucking 100 on that class ,but I just can't with my self I'm so useless.. even to my mom. I can't make her proud even for my small doings for her . I just hope I find someone that understands me and believes in me.
I got to my class late . I went to my assign seat I have . I don't have a partner next to me because I got a schedule change and yes I had to do all work for this class and it was soo stressful.. I had to catch up on everything.. but anyways.
" Miss Lee when do you want your  detention? You have like 3 tradys to my class ? " Ms . Jones said . I look at her and say " Wednesday I'm good on that day " I told her . "Okay just know that if you don't come it would affect you " she said and I nod my head . I really don't wanna go home late but-
"Soobin?! "
I turn around to the door and I saw a beautiful man like there's no word how - , just know he was perfect.. he wasn't my type or anything but he looks soo angelic if I could say that .
" sorry Ms .Jones I know your shock about this " Soobin said with a smile . BRO WHAT IS UP WITH THAT SMILE
I feel like every bad mood I have it's gone like every problem is throw away to the trash because he throw it . But it's weird that I haven't see him in this class ? On God I have to pay attention to my surroundings...
" it's okay soobin at least it's a 1st tardy not like someone " Ms. Jones turns around and see me . Bro why she did that like he doesn't have to know like it's a bad first impression to me wait never mind I already had the bad impression since the day I went to this class haha so funny but embarrassing..
I saw that he turns to me and smiles at me like if it was a good thing I did . I just blushed.
He went to his seat and class started.
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"Okay next week there's a drug project , yall have to research about any kind of durg and yes you can do medicine because that's is a drug. In your project you have to tell me about your drug , what does its does to your body,  ways you can take it , long term  and short term for that drug or medication what can happen if u taken it in few hours or few years , where the durg came from and if it's a physical or mental and if yall want , yall can put if it's a addictive drug ." Ms Jones said
Nah a project really!? I don't know anyone who she picks the partners.
" yall will pick your partners if not I will pick them for you so start thinking because next Tuesday you will start and only have two class period. " she said
Fuck , I wanna crying I don't know anyone like I'm not social .

The bell rings

Sigh* time for 6 period. I get up and when to my 6 period.  That boy name soobin was also in my 6 period but I never knew he was on my 4 th . Yes we go by even days for our classes.
I went to my 6 period it's not far it's close from my 4 period so I wouldn't be late duh . I went to my seat  I saw my friend sunoo came in , sometimes he can be annoying like I can't get why he always talk about mint chocolate,  I do like it but it's much for him to speak about but in other ways he been a nice friend.
" hey y/n ! " sunoo said like a sunshine would say to every person who is here in this earth , I wish I can be like him so open mind and up.
" hey Kim! " I told him
" yah ! I told you to stop calling me like that " sunoo said with a angry face
" well ur older -
" YOU MAKING ME FEEL OLD -
" but wasn't you happy that your turning to a adu-
" YEONJUN!!! "
Fuck i hate when sunoo does that ahsgsgshshs
" HEY Y/N ! " yeonjun came to me and hug me so tight. Istg thus man is to touchy sometimes but I mean that's him , that's how he shows love to us .
" hey yeonjun " I said back , and while at the hug I stick my tongue out at sunoo , the only thing I love is teasing him .
"I SEE HOW IT IS , IM A GHOST FOR YALL OKAY THEN ! " he went and have a seat
Yeonjun goes to him because he felt bad for doing that .
" im sorry sunoo please I  apologize for my doings plus your so cute being mad " he grabs sunoo cheeks and squeeze them
" YAH YOUR ACTING GAY ?!?! ARE YOU COMING OUT LEAVE ME ALONE Y/N HELP "
" do I know you ? " I said while looking at someone
"FUCK YOU " sunoo said and fighting himself .
While they were fighting I keep looking at some
Soobin
Something inside me tells me to talk to him like there's a feeling that's it's telling me it's okay to talk to him share your thoughts with him and problems but my self can't-
" y/n liking someone is wired " sunoo said
" shut up !! " I told sunoo while grabbing his hair .
While yeonjun look at soobin
" soobin that guy ? " yeonjun kindly pointed at him 
" yeah but don't point, but I don't like him I just want to know him " I tell him while I put my head down on the desk .
Yeonjun keeps looking at him ..
Sunoo just stare at him while I just keep  my head on the desk .
Suddenly yeonjun gets out of his desk and ask the teacher to go to the restroom.
" what's wrong with him ? " sunoo ask
"I don't know but either way if there's something wrong he would tells us " I said to sunoo .
" yeah true but don't you think it's weird how we started to talk about soobin and -
" hey about that soobin guy do you know anything? " I cut off sunoo and ask a question to him .
" well i don't know really I heard he got a girlfriend , she damn pretty tho " I look at him " well ur pretty to I'm just saying- " yeah I know " I turn around and look that soobin laughing like my world just open just because of him but I don't care if he have a girlfriend if he just know me and I tell him everything he could just me a healer for me ..
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Tuesday 8:30

I went to my health class today , yes I wasn't late today .
I just hope I get a nice partner for this class project.
I went to my seat where I should be seated. I saw soobin came in and went to his seat.
" okay yall have 1 minute to go and find your partner " Ms Jones said
Everything one got up and when to them partners and only me I'm alone without a partner.
" Ms. Lee where's your partner? " Ms Jones say and everyone looked at me.
" um well -
" I don't got a Partner too Ms Jones " I looked at the person who was talking and it was soobin..
" okay then , them Ms Lee is your partner go beside her so yall can work together. " Ms Jones said .
Soobin gets up and went beside me I just look how he puts backpack and gets his computer and his health folder . And looks at me and smiles.
" hello My name is soobin and your name is ? " soobin looks at me deeply

" im Lee y/n .. "
I just knew , him and I will have a great conversation...

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