HEALER || Soobin FF

Ch4|| space

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Monday 7:50

I was about to go to my first period right now . Everything that happened a few days it bugs me a lot. I'm not dumb yeonjun was literally telling me he had feelings for me, but since when ?.
My head hurts me a lot when I think about it . I always love yeonjun as a brother. I never find him as a any kind of love feeling for him .

I arrived at my first period class, but before I entered my class, I saw way far at the end of the hallway ..

Yeonjun ..

He was talking to a girl. They seem like they are mad at each other, or I could say they were fighting about something, but just when I was about to stop and look at them, yeonjun looked at me and me and him made eye contact but I broke it first it was weird..
I went to class and started my day .
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4th period

I always love my fourth period because I can see my favorite person, which now he's my best friend.
" Hey bin !! " I wave at him and give him my beautiful smile. " Hey cupcake," he grabs my cheeks and squeezes them. I was so shocked by his move that he had never done something like this ? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM DOESN'T HE HAVE A GF !? I BETTER STOP THIS NOW !
" SOOBIN STOP " I shout at him to the point everyone in the classroom was looking at us .
" im sorry I didn't mean to shout I'm sorry please keep going with yall business " I stand up and bow , they all went back to work.
" Mind to explain why the s-" I cut him off " soobin, don't you have a gf ? " I ask him for some reason it hurt when I said that, but I didn't put a lot of thought into it .
" A gf !? Since when did you get that I had a gf ? " soobin asked, confused and curious. " Just because I have a handsome face doesn't mean I have a - " I cut him off again because I was annoyed by him. " Shut up. I thought you had one. " I rolled my eyes and told him . " ah well eventually you saw that I don't, and if I did, I wouldn't be talking to you, dumbie." Soobin said with a sassy tone . " Ugh, I hate when you have that tone. It disgusts me a lot," i said to him .
" Then why don't you leave and find a other Friend then if you don't like me?" soobin rolled his eyes and started working on his assignment.
And I was thinking what he said... he made it sound so easy . Leaving, he made sound, leaving so easy... but leaving for me is not easy. I don't wanna go to find someone else. I only want him to beside me always...
I started being emotional again. I hate when I do even in front of soobin.

I started sobbing silently without soobin noticing,  I don't want him to see me crying he gets so worried about me a lot, which I feel I put too much bother on him .

"Y/n?..." I heard his voice..
" y/ n !? Are you okay !? Hey, hey, why are you crying for? " soobin said he started to grab my whole body and hug me tight.
" Don't leave me soo..binn.. " Those were the only words that were coming out of my mouth.
" I won't leave you y/n .. I won't,  I love you so much. Why would I do that y/n ? Stop crying. You're so beautiful without crying, okay ?!" Soobin said while still hugging me tight. It was like if I was about to die or I died. 

He helped me so much even if he found them just little, but for me, it was a lot and a big step that I would never do .
If he wasn't here, I would be the same girl with just wanting to do bad things to hurt herself..

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6 period

I went to my seat , I didn't see sunoo nor yeonjun around yet . But I just wanted to take a nap for some reason. I don't wanna talk with people somehow . Did soobin words really affect me a lot, I think so..
"Hm ? Y/n ? "
I didn't wanna hear that voice. It's so awkward now talking with him . But I guess some day I will have to face him and talk with him because I can't be ignoring him that would make him feel bad.
I get my head up and face to yeonjun
" Hey yeonjun," I said while I looked at him sitting down. No few mins yeonjun was about to talk, but sunoo came .
" HAI Y/N ,HAI YEONJUN " sunoo went jumping over us, and went in for a hugg and FUCKING SQUEEZE BOTH OF USS . " hey sunooo " me and yeonjun said to him . Sunoo stopped the hugging and started noticing something..
" yah , this is weird why are yall acting like this "
My eyes grew bigger and I look at him
And yeonjun was just being normal.
Does sunoo know ? Man, this is so-
" Nothing happened, sunoo . I'm just beinging a little grumpy, alright, " yeonjun said to sunoo, with a  calm answer, and sunoo took his answer.
I turned around and faced the front of the room, and I felt a glare over me, but I didn't look where, but I just knew where the glare was coming from.

Not a few mins later, I felt two pairs of arms around me. I froze, and I look up

Soobin..

" y/n, are you sure you okay ? " soobin asked me with a worry tone.
" im okay, soobin, don't worry," I replied
" You sure ? I'm sorry if the words I said affect you if it's about that .." soobin suddenly grab a chair and sit next to me .
" may I sit here ? " he asked
" Sure you can," I replied.
He sat on the chair and started looking at me. Meanwhile, I feel a strong glare across me . It was so strong that I didn't wanna look at the face of the person.

"Y/n .." soobin started talking
" Do you wanna go to - " yah, can you stop talking to her? " I turned around and saw yeonjun face he was mad .
" Um, no, why would I want to listen to you ? I can talk to whoever i want... " soobin replied
Uh, this is so awkward..
" Tuff, you do realize you talking to my gf right ? " yeonjun out of nowhere said that statement
" YOURE WHAT ? " I get up, and I faced him
" WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU !? WHY ARE YOU LYING ABOUT THINGS THAT WE ARE TOGETHER AND SHIT ? CAN'T YOU JUST RESPECT ME ? " I shout to yeonjun so mad, and I left the classroom.  I heard sunoo calling me but I didn't listen to him . I went to the girls' bathroom
I just need him to get off me .
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Soobin pov

" I think you should tell about us " yeonjun said looking at his legs
" That we are brothers? Well, step brothers... " I said to him
" yeonjun, you gonna lose her like this , your actions and words are so stupid.  Change or I'm taking her. I'm sorry ." I get up and go find y/n but I know she needs time for herself, but maybe I could help her right now .
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Yeonjun pov

Soobin was right. I can lose her like this . I'm not good enough for her, but I'm willing to be good enough for her even if it takes time. I wanna be with her . She was my first love, and he couldn't take that .
" yeonjun? What is happening here ? " sunoo asked, and I turned around and looked at him, and I giggled
" Oh boy , I'm sorry for not telling you, but I love y/n a long time ago ... "

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HEYY GUYSS IM BACKKK

I'm sorry for not putting updates .A lot of my life was happening in those times I didn't update. I met a boy in those months and then few days ago I  just broke up with him you can say it was a toxic relationship I was having and I'm moving on and it's hard but I'm doing my best now. I had to leave him because it wasn't good for me and he wasn't changing for me and giving up so I had to let go. But I will be writing a lot of books so please look for it !!!
Well, take care yall see you in the next oneee ♥️♥️🫶🏼