Jojo bizarre adventure letters!

Dear Esidisi,

I am sorry my love
I didn't want this to happen I just got carried away.
This was my fault.
Now I sit in my own thoughts trapped forever because I wanted more.
We had nothing. I had nothing yet you loved me.
You loved me when I couldn't.

We loved for so long what happened my love.
What happened was greed filled my heart at times I needed it the most. My love you were the sun and I revolved around you. I am merely a planet with no life to suffice the light you have given me. I am a child with no impulse what so ever. You supported me till the end with a kind heart. You made my sun rise every morning my love.
I am sorry my love.
I despise the man who left me in this cold emptiness.
But I must thank him.
Its made me realize my ways and how I treated you my love.
My love you burned brighter every second I saw you.
That flame was put out because of my greed. I was gonna burn.
But this time not in your beauty.
Somewhere I belong for my sins.
My love I miss you.

Eternally yours,
Kars