Who are you? (Sebryan & Hyunlix)

Chapter 5: I don't...right?

**Felix's Pov**

"One day he invited me over to supposedly hang out... But when we finished the movie he suggested I stay over because it was late so I agreed because we were together so why wouldn't I..? He took me to his room and I thought he was just gonna you know..."

"Yeah I think I know.."

"He tied me to the bed and smoked for a while burning me with them... I told him to stop but he didn't and then I heard a door bell, I thought I could finally leave but he came back with some of his friends... They burned me more but decided it wasn't enough... They...they..."

"It's okay you don't hav-" I tried to say.

"Raped me...." He said this very quietly but I still heard him as it was only us two and I was proud of him for telling me.

"Ryan I'm so sorry you ran into awful awful people... You didn't deserve that..."

"Since then I got even more distant from everyone and soon after I meet Sebastian who kicked that guy out of his friend group for raping someone but he never got told who but after he heard the guy did it again he got him banned from this area and I never saw him again"

"That's good right?"

"Yeah, I still get nightmares about it especially when I'm drunk so if I'm not hugging someone or something then I'm more likely to get it another reason I try not to drink"

"You're a good person and I promise you not everyone you decide to date will hurt you"

"I know but I'm hesitant..."

"Is that someone who makes you feel safe? Like when you're in their arms or just next to them?"

He paused to think about it and then smiled a little.

"Umm yeah...I guess.."

"It's Sebastian isn't it?"

"Yeah... Oh.."

"What?"

"I just remembered something from that night.."

"What night?"

"Remember last Friday?"

"Yeah you didn't come to school that day"

"Wait no- Thursday night when I went home early!"

"Yeah?"

"Well not to pile onto what I told you already but I caught my dad cheating on my mom again"

"What the fuck?"

"And after they started fucking I left the house to drink and Friday I only remembered seeing Sebastian at the bar I went to and when I woke up the next morning he was cuddling me but I didn't remember him taking me home with him"

"Okay so..?"

"I remember now, this other guy was trying to get me to go with him while Sebastian went to pay for me and I kinda made a bit of a scene but Sebastian protected me from him"

"Alright what happened after?"

"He put the guy in his place and took me home with him, I was most likely passed out for a while but then I remember waking up to him about to leave the room"

"This is getting good.."

"I grabbed his wrist and basically told him I didn't want to sleep alone, that's probably why I didn't have that nightmare because he cuddled me like I pretty much asked him to"