i cant think and i feel like shit like i have been sick since hallaween wich was like almos 2 weeks ago which sucks shit i like these people in my class but i dont think i should tell any of them but i feel like i need to say something to someone but i havent even told my bestfriend about the one which is scaring becasue i tell her almost everything i dont even know what i want at this point i dont talk to anyone i just sit alone but i mean im not crying at lunch anymore which is good but im not eating still i dont know what to do i dont think i like my ex but im not sure at this point and i only talk to one of my partners which hurts me so much becasue i want to talk to the one more and i cant i just feel broken done and burned like nobody understand me and i need to let everything out i try to write around a page or so when i remeber to which is hard to do when i cant think stright i started eating more but only infront of a few people i dont know but thats all i got today i should have way more but i dont.
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