Hell ride

Bestie

" finally you are back" I made the light on and Louis was sitting on my bed all by himself " what are you doing here so alone" I put mit shoes to his place and sat by him " waited for you, the others are walking around and I don't had the mood for that" he layed himself back and let your head fall on my pillow " how was it?" He said and I know he knows what I did "he was not that bad to be honest, but he think this gonna happen often" " what a idiot" all my friends know I like to switch my bed partners and I don't stay at one to long " you know mattheo is jealous that you made ur turn at that Weasley boy" it's complicated because Mattheo is a really good friend and I don't want to ruin our friendship, I don't want to hurt him by fucking him but switch after him " I couldn't care less, it's not my business that he got some crush on me. It's a big thing that we were enemies and now friends but I am not falling in love with him" I laid besides him and he made me lay on his chest so he could crawl my back " I know it's his problem but he is still my friend, but you're my best friend what make it hard. I don't want to see him getting hurt but I want you to live your life how you want it"
" I love you Louis, do you know this" he kissed my forehead " yeah I know I love you too my dumbass" he is the closed friend I ever had, in my past as a kid my only friends were the elves at my house but regulus was some good company, but he is still my uncle.
"Want some weed and eat our favorite thing?"

We are sitting at the garden with our strawberry white chocolate, this is our favorite snack since we know each other

4 years ago
It was around Christmas time and I was in some muggle city at the Christmas Markt, I knew they have hear many candy's that I want to try and my favorite from all
I was with regulus here even when it was not the best thing, it's hard for him to say no to me. We passed some stands until I saw it, they had fruits with chocolate over it, there was a boy at the stand, he was in my age and discussed with the owner of this stand „how can't you have strawberry with white chocolate?!" he was offensive but I can understand him „ wait here are no strawberry with white chocolate??" I interrupted them „ little girl no we don't have them" the owner was desperate „ how this are the best!" me and that boy said at the same time, we looked than at each other and laughed „ you have good taste, I am Louis" he said and gave me his hand and I laid mine on his „ Gabriella"

Back at now

„ I still can't believe how we became friends" he said and Lit up the joint „ yeah it's pretty funny but now I have you and I am more than happy about it" I said and Louis passed me the joint so I could make my puff. I like being with Louis, with the others is it cool but not the same, I feel much more like home when he is around me and he knows too much about me. „what are you doing if your mother escape Azkaban?" this was a sensitive topic and I only talked about it with Louis because everyone things it is easy to be the daughter of the devil himself „ I have no idea, I doesn't really know my mother. I know we are pretty same but she is the devil himself if I am gonna believe the story's that people told me. Maybe I am gonna be happy but also not, when she escapes it's gonna be my time to turn into a death eater and i don't know If I want it" it was complicated " ell you know I would join this patt so you wouldn't be that alone" I do know this and I know I wouldn't be alone because Draco would be there too as my cousin, what a lucky boy has my as his cousin.
We take some more puffs and eat our snacks
" do you fancy someone right now?" I asked Louis because he is a closed book, I have to pull all informations out of his mouth " nah I do my thing but don't fancy you know this" he is pretty much like me but softer to be honest " who is going to be the first lucky girl here?" We like to talk about this topic "mhm let me think, there is some pretty girl from hufflepuff maybe I am gonna make my turn on her" Louis has some special taste and look is for him even more important than for me, some people always think me and Louis are in some friendship with benefit but we didn't even kiss each other, of course Louis is pretty but he is my best friend.

When we got back to the conmen room I directly laid my eyes in Draco who looked tired and frustrated " I'm staying here, I wanna talk with my cousin" I said and Louis nodded. When I was alone with Draco I take my seat infront of him and his head slowly turn in my way, I gave him a polite smile and he tried his best to do the same but failed "what's wrong mate?" I can't explain what a bond we have but family is family " everything is fine" he said while playing with his fingers nervous " I am not some of your terrible friends so be serious and tell me the truth" " it's just.." his voice broke " it's just everything, it's all so frustrated, my parents, school and potter" " let's begin with the parents part" I said and made it comfortable so I could listen more carefully" I am never enough for them, I have never the best notes for them and I could always do better but I am just lazy, like They say" his parents are "special" but what can I say my mom was never there since she got send to Azkaban but regulus did a very great job " and the school is, I do my best but it's not enough it is never and potter is so annoying he doesn't even have to crawl is finger and get everything, he is so spoiled, just because of the dead of his parents." Interesting but that is Draco there is always a part where he is hurt "mate that all suck but what are you gonna do? Wait until it's over?" He nodded and I gave him a hit at his head " no that is not what we do, stand up and show all who you are, man you're fucking Draco Malfoy, some kids dream to be you so don't cry and make the best out of your life. Get some grass you take the life to serious but don't tell narcissa I said that" I winked and he smiled " I wish I could be like you" "like me? Get high to forget everything? Fuck with everything what is not at a tree in 5seks? Man my mom is in Azkaban and my father is searching the milk" there was a Prozess in his head " you don't wanna be like me" " I do, you still have fun and have your cool friends and what's wrong with the fuck part?" That kid is weird " I can't build a love bond to others so I fuck around and get so my confirmation that I am not that bad and that other people like me in some other way, fuck around is cool but at some point you just feel numb, everyone sees just the one they can fuck and leave but who would stop and stay with me"  this conversation take a turn I didn't wanted „ that sucks, you have much  more problems then me and I am the one who is crying" „ mate that is not a contest, it's it okay to be frustrated und be some days just sad" I gave him a hug at the end and make my way up in my bed