I won't let you go in this life.

3. Identity

"Do...we have...wa...ter?"

...

It turns out we do have water. It seems that I overreacted because this family is so poor. 

Although I don't know where the eldest of the children got this water, the village where our house is located doesn't have a well or a river. 

Well, I don't think that's important.

What's important is that we will survive with this water for three to five days.

With this, I will be able to recover a little of my strength to be able to at least sit up since I don't think I can recover easily from this. 

"Big sister, here, ahh," the eldest made me sit up so that I could drink the water. 

Although I appreciate this kind of coaxing for children, I am an adult or even an old grandma because of my continuous transmigration.

This teenager is lucky that he is my little brother now that I possess Keira's body, or else this guy would be living in heaven.

'But since you're going to be giving me this water from today onward, I'll give you permission to do this.'

Just like that, I spent my days lying on the bed, resting, eating, and having my younger siblings take care of me. 

Although it was humiliating to be taken care of by someone younger than you, who is an adult, as well as the one who should have been the one to take care of the younger generation.

In the days I've been resting, I've learned many things aside from Keira's memories.

Keira's family consists of her parents and five younger brothers. 

The puzzling thing that I noticed in Keira's memories is that Keira has no memory of her brothers. 

All of her memories consist only of her and her parents' interactions. 

I am now convinced that Keira ignored her younger siblings and only focused on her beloved parents. 
 
The fact that I know this information is making me feel uncomfortable. 

Although I myself have something wrong with my brain, I at least still have some attachments to my family, much more if you are blood related.

...

"Big sister, are you okay?" said the boy, who looked like a 9-year-old version of the 3-year-old toddler.

"..." 

Nod...

'This is really uncomfortable. Why do I feel guilty?' 

I am not even Keira. Why should I care? 

...

Anyways, Keira has five brothers. 

Keira herself is the eldest, being 17 years old. She has the same face as I have had in all of my previous lives.

She has the same white or silver hair as her siblings. She has deep-sea colored, jeweled eyes that sparkle when the sun hits them.

The only thing that I like about her aside from her looks, which are the same as mine, is her body, which is tall like a model's height.

The only downside to this is that Keira starved herself so much that her tall body now looks like a tree that is going to fly away with just some spring wind. 

The next is Keira's younger sibling, who fed her water. His name is Keirt. He is the eldest of the brothers, being 3 years younger than Keira.

He also has the same face as I do, but only 80 percent of it.

Unlike me, who has deep blue eyes that make my face fierce and cold, Keirt has light blue eyes as well as a gentle and cheerful smile on his face all the time. 

Keirt having white hair, gentle light blue eyes, as well as a warm smile and aura, gives you the impression of him being cheerful and kind.

It makes you feel comfortable. 

The second eldest of the brothers is Kurtin.

Kurtin, unlike Keirt, has a fierce aura as well as a cold face that is always frowning. 

He has icy blue eyes that will freeze you when you make eye contact.
Kurtin is 12 years old, only 2 years younger than Keirt.

Kurtin is also the one who has the biggest similarities to my face. 

Kurtin, unlike his visual image and aura, is quite soft when it comes to his family. 

The third eldest of the five brothers is Keith. 

Also, I myself don't understand why Keira's parents like to name their children with the letter K. 

Keith is the calmest and quietest of all the five brothers. He has silver hair with bangs that cover his jeweled-like dark blue eyes.

He is 9 years old, and he has the same face as his 3-year-old brother, just older. 

The fourth eldest is Kaisen.

Apparently, our parents have names that start with K, so they named us with the same letter K also. 

The reason I am aware of this information is because of Kaisen. 

He asked Keirt why our names were almost the same.

Kaisen is a cheerful child with fluffy white hair that flows down his shoulders. He has cat-like blue eyes that always sparkle because of his bright smile.

He is seven years old, two years younger than Keith. 

From my observations, Kaisen is a mischievous and playful child, and I feel like he will prank someone in the future. 

Lastly, the youngest of the brothers is Koren. Koren was the one who tugged at the right side of my shirt.

Koren is also a three-year-old toddler with white hair and jeweled-like dark blue eyes. He is the younger version of Keith, who pretended to be an adult by copying his older brothers. 

...

I have to say our parents sure have nice genes.

Even though they have half of my face, the other half is sure attractive.