yo mama built weird

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"So this what we doing?" I walked in on Tyrell.

"WHO IS THIS? YOUR FRIEND?" I saw him laid up in the bed with some bitch.

She was pretty so I couldn't call her ugly but be fucking for real she in the bed with my nigga-MATTER FACT

"My nigga in the bed with some girl? While I'm gone?" I looked confused.

Somebody gone die today.

"Kar- don't fucking Karson me shit! How could you say we locked in and you with some random in the bed." I wanted to cry.

This was the last thing I'll think would happen to me.

"You just broke my heart Tyrell! This shit real life just broke my fucking heart." I felt like I've been hit by a bus and ran over.

My heart was feeling real funny and I felt like I had to throw up and faint.

So is this what heartbreak feel like? I feel like I'm about to die I loved this boy with my whole heart.

"I'm so so so so sorry! Why didn't you say you had a girlfriend!" The girl he was in bed with shouted as he threw a pillow at him.

"Bitch you knew because me and his pictures together are downstairs on the wall hung up." I gave her this dumb look.

"Like as soon as you walk in you saw us so don't act like you ain't fucking know he had a whole WIFE in this bitch!" I fake smiled.

"Yeah now come up with a new lie sweets." I felt like fighting because why!

WHY GOD WHY!

I walked over to them and yanked the covers off.

"AND YALL WAS FUCKING?" I shouted.

Duh bitch you knew that come on now.

"BABY CHILL!" Tyrell tried to hold my arms.

"No you fucking chill! So you did this because I said I wasn't ready..is this what's this shit is about?" I asked.

The day after I told Tyrell I was sorry for going off on him we was back to being cool and like our usual selves.

Last night we was in a mood and I told him I wasn't ready yet and he said he understood.

"I'm gonna leave and when I come back I'm packing my shit and I'm on the next flight back to my fucking dorm room." I left and walked downstairs.

I started crying so bad because why me...to think me and this boy was Finna actually be together forever.

Tuh niggas always selling dreams I see.

"Hello ma?" I had called my mama.

"Yes Karson?" She answered sounding like she just had woke up.

"I caught Tyrell with a girl in bed." I cried.

"THE FUCK YOU JUST SAY TO ME?" She yelled.

"Yes ma." I sniffled.

"Do you need me to fly my ass out there to get you? Cause I swear on everything I'll do it." I saw her lean up in the bed.

"Nawl imma get me a flight back tonight." I wiped my eyes.

"This is some bullshit! Imma cuss his narrow ass the fuck out because he got my baby fucked all the way up!" My mama looked at me angry.

"Imma call you back ma okay!" I said.

"Okay baby. If anything else happens let me KNOW!" She said as I nodded my head.