MONDAY, 4:29PM
Yerim
You are really serious with my wordsYerim
it's been a weekYerim
I don't understand what's going on, SooyoungYerim
But I want to understand you, I really doYerim
Just tell me what is going onYerim
It only makes things easierSooyoung
No.Sooyoung
You won't understand, Yerim.Sooyoung
You can't understand.Yerim
How can you be so sure?Sooyoung
Because you don't know what it's like to
be me.Sooyoung
You don't know what it's like to be the scum
of the earth.Sooyoung
You can't put yourself in my shoes if you've
never had these problems, Yerim.Yerim
How would you know if I've never had these
problems if you don't tell me what's going on?Yerim
Maybe you are right and I can't put myself in
your shoes.Yerim
But I will tryYerim
I want to help youSooyoung
But you can't help me YerimSooyoung
Not even my therapist can help meSooyoung
No one can take away these problems and make my life easierYerim
No one can always take away your problems completelyYerim
But I want to help you copeYerim
I need your helpYerim
You have to cooperate with me alreadySooyoung
And what if I don't want to?Yerim
Why wouldn't you want that?Sooyoung
As I saidSooyoung
It won't get any betterSooyoung
It's over, any help will be too lateSooyoung
I'm already too far downSooyoung
I can hardly see the light anymore, just little sparks.Sooyoung
That's itYerim
Why do you give up so easily Sooyoung?Yerim
Isn't it worth fighting for you anymore?Sooyoung
I just don't have the strength to drag my
life on anymore.Sooyoung
I'm not even really aliveSooyoung
I don't enjoy a breath here so muchSooyoung
Sometimes I don't even feel like I exist
anymore
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everything will be okay | joyri
Fanfic❞ Everything will be all right again someday, I promise. ❞ Only one real wish thrived in Yerim's heart: that Sooyoung would get better someday. It hurt to watch her die more and more every day. ✧ 𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐱 𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐢 ( red velvet ). © alexithyumia...