|| 💔 || 'im sorry' || 💔 ||

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|| 💔 || Angst || 💔 ||

|| ⚠️ || TW: Fight, raising voice, blood, anxiety, depression, PTSD, panic attack, || ⚠️ ||

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|| Robin POV: ||
|| Me and Nancy wheeler have been together for a year. We're the complete opposites, but opposite attracts. ||

|| We hated each other deeply. But that changed. And now we where one of those 'power couples'. Except for the fact that basically nobody knew since homophobia was in existence. ||

|| However, back in 1983, when me and Nancy were enemies, we kind of did mean stuff to each other, for example, I wrote 'starring Nancy the slut Wheeler' on the movie theater sign in town. ||

|| I'm definitely not proud of it. It broke her, and people are still mocking her about it. I hadn't told her I did it though. But for the last month or so, it has bugged me to death. ||

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|| me and Nancy where laying in her bed, all cuddled up. I finally decided to tell her. The guilt was eating me alive, I couldn't handle it anymore. I spoke up. ||

|| "Nancy, I need to. I need, to tell you. I need to tell you something." I shuddered. She heard the nervousness in my voice, she sat up. ||

|| she tucked a piece of my hair behind my hair. "Robs, tell me. It's okay." I hesitated, then everything just spilled out. ||

|| "It was me. The spray paint thing. On the theater. Back in 83. It was me. I wrote it. I regret it so bad. And it's been eating me alive, I just.. I was mad I guess, or jealous, I don't know why I did it. But I did and I regret it. I know it broke you. And if I could I would go back and not done it I'm sorry Nancy." ||

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|| Nancy POV: ||
|| hearing robins confession I immediately dropped her shoulders and stood up. "It was you?" I was crying. How could she do this to me?

|| All she did was nod. "YOU WHERE THE ONE WHO WROTE THAT? ON THE MOVIE THEATER. YOU WROTE THAT MESSAGE? IT RUINED MY LIFE. ROBIN I THIUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER THAN THAT. WHAT THE FUCK." ||

|| "I'm sorry Nancy. I am. I really am." I scoffed. "OH YOURE SORRY? WHAT DID YOU THINK? I KNOW WE DIDNT LIKE EACH OTHER BUT WHAT THE FUCK ROBIN. YOU RUINED MY LIFE. LEAVE MY HOUSE. I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN." I was overreacting but I couldn't help it. ||

|| Robin rushed out of my room. ||

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|| Robin POV: ||
|| I rushed out of the wheelers residence. And I ran. I ran for what felt like hours. ||

|| I ended up at skull rock. ||

|| I fell down against the rock wall. I felt the panic attack wrapping me into a choke hold. ||

|| I started banging my head against the rock wall. I started feeling light headed as I felt blood slither down my neck. ||

|| I had ruined the first relationship I had ever had that meant something to me. I cried. I cried and cried for hours. My eyes fell shut as I started to feel even more light headed than before. ||

|| before completely passing out all I heard was a familiar voice calling my name. "ROBIN HOLY SHIT. EDDIE HELP ME." Steve. The cautiousness left me sore body. ||

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|| I woke up on a couch. I looked around. I saw Steve. I bolted up from my laying position. My head throbbing as I did so. ||

|| Steve rushed to me and put me back down. "Robin, be careful. Your head." I still didn't know what had happened. How I ended up at Steve's. ||

|| "what happened? How did I end up here?" Steve's face gained an even worse look of concern. "You don't remember? Shit. So basically. Me and Eddie where going for a walk in the woods, when we heard violent sobbing. And then you laid at skull rock. Bleeding like hell from the back of your head, and then you passed out, so we got you here." ||

|| The events of the night prior quickly came back into my mind. "Shit. Fucking shit I forgot." I started sobbing again. Steve grabbed me. ||

|| "what happened last night robin? Calm down. Shhh." ||

|| after a while I had calmed down and told Steve everything. "Holy shit Robin." ||

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|| Nancy POV: ||
|| I hadn't slept at all. I had been so harsh on Robin. I did have my reason, but I knew it hurt Robin. More than it would've hurt if it was someone else. Seeing as Robin had a diagnosis called PTSD. Wich in her case, was extremely severe. Almost everything triggered her. ||

|| gosh she must be so broken. What have I done. She wasn't the only one who was mean, I had done stuff to her too. But what she did really had ruined me. ||

|| I was still mad. I needed some time to figure things out. ||

|| my thoughts where almost immediately interrupted by the phone ringing. I picked it up after hesitating. It was steve. ||

|| "hello Nancy. I found a bleeding Robin completely passed out by skull rock the other night." Oh my gosh what have I done. "Yes, has she told you?" "She has indeed." I interrupted him. "Then you understand. I need Time yo think some stuff out." I put the phone down. ||

|| I hated myself for what I've done to Robin. But at the same time, I hated her. I don't know what to do. ||

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|| Robin POV: ||
|| It had been a week. A week since I last spoke to my girlfriend, I think she's still my girlfriend. ||

|| my head only hurts if someone tapped it to hard. ||

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|| I was currently sitting on the couch, watching a movie, when the doorbell rang. Steve had just left for work so I was home alone, I don't knew who it could be. ||

|| I want to the door and opened it. Nancy. ||

|| "Steve's not home he's at work." "Oh no, I want to talk to you." I gestured her to step inside, she did. We sat down on the couch and she started talking. ||

|| "I can't be mad at you. What you did was messed up. Completely messed up. But I love you, and you e changed. And to be fair I did do mean things to you too." "I know it was messed up. I'm sorry. I love you so much. ||

|| she wrapped me into a hug. She saw my head. It had a big plaster on the back. "My gosh. What did you do you pea brain. I'm sorry for triggering you like that Robin." "Nance it's alright. Steve was there." Nancy pulled me down so we where spooning on the couch. ||

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|| 📝 || this one is sad lmao || 📝 ||
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