Dear Enola. ♡

chapter 4

~time skip

Tewkesbury pov: 

After me and her were done eating, we went back upstairs to my room and we both climbed into bed, since she had told me she didn't mind sharing a bed after all, even if she did say it was only friendly, since we were "best friends" after all. I said kinda mad at the fact that we are ONLY friends. 

All i wanted was for her to recognize how much i love her as more than a good friend. I just didnt know how to tell her at all, if i was ever gonna even tell her. Im such a damn p$ssy when it comes to these things Istg-

Enolas pov: 

When we had finished eating, he brought me back up to his room to sleep. But my god-- the food was amazing woww, I wish beyond happy to have a meal this delicious. Tewkesbury and I get into the bed, and just lay there while staring aimlessly at the ceiling.. I had to admit this isn't what I imagined, I couldn't deny I did want him to just simply even put his arm around me or kiss me goodnight, but I didn't know whether he liked me that way or not, after all we are BEST friends. 

I just turned away from him, and immediately just fell asleep, then i heard him say before i actually had fallen asleep. 

"Goodnight Enola!" he sounded tired, and I felt him move away from me as well. 

"Goodnight Tewks :))" I said to him hoping he'd pick up on that, but I think he was too tired to notice, he probably was. 

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Tewkesburys pov: 

I just turned over facing away from her, and just said a simple "friendly" goodnight to not make anything obvious in case she didn't feel the same. But then I heard her say it back, as she called me "tewks" again. That was a second time this evening. Does she actually like me? Ugh no, what the heck am I thinking she wouldn't, she is too busy to even get involved in a romantic aspect of her life. She doesn't have the time to think about that sort of thing. Why would she even consider me anyway? 

I had drifted asleep, and I just felt mixed because I was busy hoping that she liked me back... as much as I like her. 

Enolas pov: 

Sooner than later, we both had fallen asleep. And I could feel myself getting cold throughout the night, but I choose to just simply deal with it rather than getting closer to Tewkesbury, since he probably doesn't like me.. To be honest, he probably found some other girl, he's dating, from the palace or something, because how could he ever rely on me? I know nothing about the romance kind of stuff, I've always been taught that you can only benefit for yourself and not from others, so i never knew how to feel about the romantic part of peoples lives. Since I never could relate. It was more lonely than anything, but maybe I'm meant to be alone, I mean after all that's what my name is backwards. I then dozed back off, and didn't wake up again until morning. 

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540 words. 

This is a very short chapter, but I wanted to give you guys a new chapter as soon as possible, so here's to chapter 4!! Hope you enjoy it, and again I am beyond sorry it took that long. I'll try not to do that again. 

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