COUNTDOWN

EIGHT

Vegas's POV

I am back here. The stranger standing beside me as I look beneath at the numerous cars yet again. This time a strange feeling enveloping me, Regret? Or is it Hesitation?  Hesitation to take the next step and end it all. The reality hits me now, that if I take this step I won't be breathing, I will no longer be breathing. I take in a long breath, pulling in as much air as I can.

I look at the stranger and find him looking at me. His hand touches mine. Cold. His eyes too. Looking at me with a ferocious intensity and his smile as if knowing all my thoughts. Never had I felt to naked as this moment in my entire life. He then opens his mouth to speak "You said No to being friends." He looks down and then back at me.

"How about being more than Friends?"

I look into his eyes hoping to see... What was I hoping to see in his eyes? His smile doesn't fade even for a second as if permanently plastered on his face, as though it has been sewn together on his face.

"Yah sure." I say before my mind can come up with a response, as he comes closer towards me and kisses me on my lips as I open my mouth to give him access and pull him closer to my body, my tongue fighting with his for dominance, His eyes closed shut, and his body cold against mine.

After what feels like an eternity I pull my face away from his. His eyes looking hazy and dazed as his mouth is left open and wet.

He touches my heart. "I can feel your heart beats. You are alive." he says as he gives me yet another of his smile.

I bring my hand closer to his chest to do the same when he suddenly stops me as he holds my hand tightly. "Let's get out of here and to your apartment. I want to fuck you. I can't wait anymore."

If it were some other day or some other person then I would have looked them in the eye with disdain for bringing up the topic. Because no matter how much I tried to deny, I could never that I was still stuck in the past, that I could never look at any other man or woman for that matter the way I looked at him. That no matter how many times I try moving forward, he holds me back as he hugs me tightly as he whispers gentle words of love. But maybe this stranger and this strange meeting is a hint for me to finally close this sad chapter and move on. 

I take in a long breath as I look into his eyes. "Fine. Let's do it. Let's go."

I spare a last glance to the beautiful scenery  as we carefully step down from the railing. We both hurriedly put back our shoes. This time it is me who holds his arm, dragging him to my room.

Lucky for me, I don't have to wait long to fuck him as I live in the same building from where I was planning to jump. Just my luck I guess.

We hurriedly rush to my room. My hand still holding on to his, fearing that If I let go then I will lose him too. My other hand rushing to type my password and opening the door. 15th of December. 1512. The day I first meet him three years ago. Today.

I put in the password but it denies entry because of input error. He laughs as I am fumbling to open the door and after two errors, finally the door to my apartment opens.

As soon as the door opens, I pull him inside, without removing my shoes, I see him trying to remove his hastily, but instead I carry him and take him to our bedroom as I push him onto the bed. He flinches slightly at the sudden contact as I jump onto him.

Removing my tie as I tie up his hands to the bed. I don't want him to run away. I look at him as I remove his pants in a swift motion, leaving him half naked with only his shirt covering his torso. His cock lying there as vulnerable as it could be. Fully exposed for me. Such a beauty. While I am busy taking in the beautiful sight, He just looks at me with those hazy eyes of his begging me to fuck him. 

I lean on him as I kiss his cock. "Wait a minute Buddy" I say as I walk away from the bed and reach the cupboard to bring out the condoms and lube. 

I walk towards my freshly baked dinner. Eyeing him up and down. He seems quite eager too and that does it for me. How can I not eat such delicious bake?

"Thanks for the meal." I smirk upon seeing his eyes now filled with fear mixed with anticipation, just like how I like it as I pounce on him.

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