I thought I was dead. I saw a beautiful women, I'm in heaven, I thought to myself then came to realization that i felt a liquid trickling down my face, blood, and it was a mixture of the women's tears.
"Oh please tell me i didn't kill you, at least please!" she whimpered as she put a hand to my face. She got a ginormous grin on her face and plunged her face into my side and wept. I looked around me. I wasn't in heaven, I was living reality, my hell like reality. I saw her wearing ripped clothing, and Jenn not even ten feet away, it was barely even Jenn. All i saw was a corpse with a puddle of blood all around it, body severed and organs pouring out. I could see blood around the women's mouth, she just kept weeping, I turned to look at her and screamed in pane as a stick lodged into the gashing scratch. Then it all came back to me, Conner's last screams, Jenn's last goodbye, and Jess' show of cowardness, and finally the beast. I realized who the beautiful women was, I wanted to push her away and run but a feeling inside of me refused, I felt like I needed to help. It was still pitch black only the fire for light. The only sound was her crying. I picked her up, and brought her to the lake that was near by to wash her face off. I grabbed the lantern and some of Jenn's past clothes for her to change into.
"Why are you helping me?" she said in a whimpering tone, "You just watched me kill all your friends?"
"Because it feels right, it just feels like I need to," I answered in a calming tone.
We reached the lake and I dipped my hand in the water, "This is going to me cold, okay?" she nodded and I started to wipe of the dirt and blood, she winced as I brushed over a slash she had from Jenn clawing at her with her nails. I saw her eyes, they were a beautiful brown color, they shinned in the lanterns light and another tear rolled down her face, I quickly wiped it off and didn't even brake eye contact, her eyes were so perfect and beautiful, like chocolate with a dark center. She seemed so helpless, so vulnerable, so innocent, and her hair, it was a deep red, like a cherry's, she seemed like an angel she seemed so perfect and beautiful.
"So what's your name?" I asked curiously to brake the silence, she never answered, she just kept eye contact with me like she was trying to tell me something but the air just wouldn't flow. Her eyes went back to their river of tears and I brought her in close to a hug to calm down. I let her change into some other clothes and we headed back for camp.
When we got back she stumbled into my tent and just lay their. I picked up Jenn's body and threw it into the fire trying to get rid of any evidence and same with Conner's. I went into my tent and she was still sitting up looking sad as ever. I fixed up my cut with my first aid kit and lay down. She came over and flopped her head onto my chest and snuggled closer to me, we both had a rough night and again, I wanted to push away but my body decided to just let it happen and it wouldn't let me do anything about it. She felt cold for how warm it was out but, I in particular was steaming hot, again wanting to push her away, but my body was paralyzed and wouldn't let me. So once again, a tear rolled down my face, and I then fell asleep.
