You Wish You Could Call Him Yours (DISCONTINUED)

How It All Started

Vanoss POV
I was playing gmod hide and seek with the guys: Mini, Tyler, Marcel, Lui and Nogla. The only person that was missing was Delirious. He has lately been playing Cartoonz more than he plays with us, and it's pissing me off. I've always wanted to confront Delirious about it, but I was always afraid my anger would make me confess to him. Yep, I love Delirious ever since we first started playing together. The only person I've told is Tyler since he told me he was in love with Mini.

"Evan you there man" Lui asked.

"Yeah I'm here" I said flatly.

"We've been calling you for the past 5 minutes" Marcel said.

"Sorry just a lot on my mind."

"Is it about Delirious?" I didn't answer because I didn't want to talk about my feelings.

"Delirious will come back. He's probably just busy that's all" Nogla said.

"Yeah maybe" I mumbled "guys I'm gonna call it a night."

"Wait you still coming to our get together right" Lui asked. 'Fuck I forgot about that. I hope Delirious is coming. Maybe I could talk to him there.'

"Yeah I'm coming. My flight leaves in the on Friday." I login off gmod and ended the skype call. I plopped on my bed my head hitting the pillow. Before I closed my eye, I heard my phone buzz. I sighed and reach over on my night stand. It was Tyler.

T: you okay?

E: no

T: Is this about Delirious?

E: Yeah, I just miss him so much

T: Have you tried talking to him recently?

E: yeah, but he always blows me off saying he's busy.

T: Well maybe Delirious would come to the get together. I can always ask Cartoonz.

E: yeah maybe I'll talk to you later

T:Alright goodnight

I shut off my phone, took off my clothes and climbed into bed. I hope Delirious can come. I really need to talk to him.

Delirious POV
If anyone is wondering why I haven't been playing with the guys lately, then it's because I am gay. The only person I've told is Cartoonz. He also knows that I'm dating someone from the crew. My boyfriend and I talked about telling the crew about our relationship, but he said that he will wait till I am ready. I am grateful to have him though; he's so gentle and caring.

"Hey Delirious you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine."

"Do you want to continue playing? We can stop if you want?" Right we were playing Mortal Kombat X.

"Actually I think I should call it a night."

"Okay, but can you tell me what's wrong?"

I sighed "I just...missing playing with the guys especially Vanoss since we were so close."

"Delirious it's okay to be scared. If they are really your friends then I'm sure they'll accept you."

"But what if they don't?"

"Then they weren't really your friends to begin with and don't worry your boyfriend and I will make sure the world would know they'll a bunch of pricks."

I smiled "thanks man."

"No problem I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Alright goodnight Cartoonz." I ended the skype call and turn off my Xbox one. I changed into a t-shirt and sweatpants and climbed into bed. Before I laid down, my phone vibrated letting me know I have a message. I picked up my phone to see who it was and it was my boyfriend.

?: Heyy :)

D: Hey :)

?: How are you doing?

D: I'm okay. Did you play with the guys today?

?: Yeah but it wasn't really fun without you and everyone could tell Evan was upset the most.

D: yeah I know. I missed talking to them.

?: you always could and just wait till you're ready to tell them

D: I know, but I feel I might say something on accident, and they will start asking questions.

?: yeah that's true. Oh yeah Lui is having a get together next week. Would you like to come?

D: I don't know I'll think about

?: okay let you know when you've made up your mind

D: I will goodnight

?: Night babe ;)

I shut off my phone and put it on the night stand. I laid down and closed my eyes falling fast asleep.

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Hey guys I'm going keep Delirious's bf identity a secret for awhile, but you guys are welcome to guess who it is. Anyways I'll talk to you guys later. Bye!!!