unfortunate desire || lee heeseung || (m)

thirteen

the longer you stood outside the party waiting for heeseung the more you hated his guts.

the porch isn't just occupied by your fuming self but other couples who were making out and smoking. some other kids are laying on the lawn in front of you and you don't even want to know what they are up to.

it would be your first party that you attended as a 'couple'. heeseung and you had planned to meet up at the party (god forbid he meets your mother again) so you can walk in together.

fall has officially set into the air and it is making goosebumps rise on your legs from the fabric of your dress not covering them. you have been spamming heeseung with texts for the past ten minutes and he was not answering any of them. you start to wonder if he's ignoring you and if he's not going to show up to this party at all.

"hey, y/n, what're you doing?" you turn at the mention of your name and see jake standing on the porch besides you. his blonde hair falls messily into his eyes and his tan skin looks so pretty in the mix of the moon and porch light.

"just getting some air," you lie to him and it scares you how easily it seemed to be. you couldn't tell him that your freshly new boyfriend is potentially ditching you at the moment.

"oh?" jake looks down at your body and then back up to your face, "do you think you've had enough? you look awfully cold."

and suddenly your lying skills are out the window, "uh, no! i'm fine." jake quirks an eyebrow up at your answer.

"ok, well do you want to come back inside? i lost the guys a while ago and I haven't seen the girls since we all got here."

"sure," your mood brightened up at the idea of being with jake. he smiles sweetly at you and you follow him back inside.

there seem to be more people at this party than any of the ones you've gone to before and it's very hard to squeeze your way through the crowd. you're nervous that you'll lose jake since he's ahead of you.

suddenly, indicating that he was thinking the same thing he snakes his hand behind himself and grabs hold of your wrist, dragging you successfully behind him now. you try not to focus on the warmth from his skin onto your cold one and try to not lose him.

you both finally stop when you're in the kitchen and he's passing you a cup that some other guys are handing out. you're leaning against the kitchen wall when he joins you with his own.

"i think they're gonna run out of liquor soon with all the people here," jake nods towards the crowded living room, "this was like the last of the vodka."

"why are there so many people here?" you ask him curiously.

"choi yeonjun's back in town for the weekend."

"yeonjun?" your voice raises excitedly. "i haven't seen him in over a year."

"oh god," jake groans and leans against the wall beside you, "you're not gonna ditch me for choi yeonjun too are you?"

you quirk an eyebrow up at him, "what do you mean 'too'?"

"i mean, haven't you already ditched me for heeseung?"

"what? no!" you exclaim, "i wouldn't ditch you for anyone- not heeseung or yeonjun." jake smiles down at that and he sticks out his pinky finger at you.

"pinky promise?"

you smile and link your finger with his, "pinky promise."

"good, because i need someone else that's sober to help me every time our friends get too wasted to get home themselves."