SUN&MOON ONESHOTS *+more!*

Sun/Moon X reader

"You're enough for me"

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EXTREME ANGST AND HEAVY TOPICS

TOPICS THAT MAY BE REFERRED
SH
SEWER SLIDE THOUGHTS
Relapsing

As the author of this fanfic, I will admit. I personally struggle with these things. I am trying to remain mentally fair and comfort myself with these two. If you are sensitive to this subject, I urge you not to read. I am writing this out of merely feeling unhappy.

Again, I struggle with the above. If you aren't comfortable, do not read. I'm writing this to comfort myself, and maybe anyone else who suffers the same problems as me. Now, this oneshot will contain my thoughts and feelings. My true thoughts and feelings. I understand if it may not be accurate to you or different, so I'm sorry if you aren't familiar with it.

If you're struggling.. please know. There's people who'll care. There's always people who'll care. I understand how you feel, and I'm sorry that I'm not sure what to say. But, if it helps, I care. :)

Pronouns- He/him She/her It/it's (if the reader is referred but idk if they will be)

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I felt terrible, I suffered another relapse again. I told myself I wouldn't do this bullshit anymore, but I did it again. I keep putting myself in danger, I know that. Here's the thing, I don't want to do it. No no, for me it's an addiction. Take this for example, maybe it's like candy. It's sweet, delicious and kids love it. You keep eating it, even though you know it's bad for you. Poof! A cavity. Or maybe, smoking. You know it's bad for you, your lungs.. but you keep doing it.

Hmm, what else? Oh.

Not staying hydrated. You know you need water to survive, and stay hydrated, right? But if you're just skipping water and moving onto other drinks, you're damaging yourself. Only because those drinks have more flavor than your water. There's so much more examples of human beings committing to something that's hurting them, but they just briefly go from it. Act like it's a normal thing.

That's how it is for me, and my self harm addiction. I'm an addict, and I wish I wasn't.

"Y/n? Are you there?" I hear sun call out for me, knocking on my door. Shit. I forgot that I was now living with two other people in my house. I didn't even clean myself properly. I look at both my thigh and arm. "Fuck.." I whisper to myself. "Y/n? Sunshine, are you awake? If not, then you must be sleep talking! Moon made you breakfast, I hope you're hungryyyy! " I didn't respond. I thought to myself, hope he'll just walk away! And he did.

I got up and look around my room for bandages. That was when I realized that it was in the kitchen, under the sink. "Fuck.." I bit my finger, looking around my room. I'll have to find clothes that'll cover myself. Right, that's what I'll have to do. Before I could search the room for clothes, I hear footsteps arriving. Shrieking silently, I hurried into my bed and pulled the covers toward me.

Fuck.

I hear Sun and moon enter the room. "Starlight, your breakfast is ready. Are you awake?" Moon walked toward my bed. I proceeded to try and pretend I was asleep. "Pfft, y/n! We know you're joking around, we know you're not asleep!" Sun giggled, walking over as well. "Heh, yea. We can tell you're- Err.. Sunny." Moon whispered to sun. I can hear them whispering. I know what they're saying.

"Something is wrong... do you see what I see?"

"Huh?"

"Scan them.. please tell me I'm wrong."

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"Oh no.."

I started to breath heavily. I got the courage to say up, the blanket covering me. "Guys, I'm just a bit tired today." I smiled, forcing it out of my face. "Are you sick y/n?! I scanned you and it seems like something's wrong with your body! If you'd like, we can take you for a bath and-" "no no I'm fine."