01 | 𝐈'𝐦 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐒𝐚𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐬 𝐈'𝐦 𝐔𝐠𝐥𝐲

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The warmth of fresh tears ran down the blonde haired 19 year olds face as the words of his long time crush ran through his head like a broken record breaking his heart once more.

"Ew! Why would I like something like you? Better yet! I'm not even gay!"

As the words play out in his head, the more his tears fall blurring his vision as he walks up the last few stairs leading to the rooftop.

Missing the last step the 19 year old fell hitting his knee on the edge well he let out a painful scream as more tears fell.

"Stupid Jisung!" Yelled the 19 year old as he stood from the floor wiping his wet eyes with his now sore hands that saved his face from an ugly bruise.

"Why must you like him! Out of all guys!" Pushing the door opened to the rooftop Jisung was welcomed with the cool breeze of winter air.

"If you just kept your feelings to yourself you wouldn't be crying right now!" The blonde haired cried out to himself as he walked over to the hammock that stood under the small shelter, not to far from the entrance of the rooftop.

Letting a breath out, the soft tan of the 19 year old inhaled the cool air which calmed him down from his broken state.

"I'm always sad because I'm ugly." Jisung whispered to himself as he wiped the last of his tears before pulling out a small box from within his jacket pockets.

Pulling out a white stick with a red- orange colored tip, Jisung welcomed it to his soft pink lips before going back into his jacket pocket and pulling out a red lighter and lighting the small stick.

As he inhaled the smoke Jisung blew out shortly after with a satisfied chuckle before more tears fell from his red swollen eyes.

"I really should quit smoking huh?" The blonde said to himself before taking another drag from the cigarette.

"You really should if you wanna see your grandkids one day." A voice from the entrance of the rooftop spoke startling the 19 year old.

"I'm sorry! Didn't mean to scare you." The voice spoke again this time with a smile as he walked towards Jisung who only nodded before taking a drag from his cigarette.

"I heard you crying not to long ago... If you don't mind... May I ask why?" The new face said as he stood against the shelter wall with his hands in his jacket pockets all awhile looking at the shorter with questioning and worried eyes.

Looking up at the new face Jisung shrugged feeling a little uncomfortable with the male but nevertheless nodded since the strange man was the only one who was willing to listen.

"Just teenage shit honestly." Jisung said as he looked out into the night sky with building rooftops letting smoke out intoxicating the fresh air.

"Like what?" The male questioned as he looked down at the younger who took another drag from his cigarette before speaking yet again.

"Heartbreak...?" Jisung said as if he was questioning himself though he already knew, just didn't wanna believe it.... Just yet.

"If a heartbreak got you crying like a dying hyena then you haven't lived long enough kid." The stranger said as he walked out into the middle of the rooftop to get a better view before looking at the younger.

"If your just going to be an ass about it why'd you ask?" Jisung questioned as he felt a bit pissed off at the male for saying such thing to him even though he knew he was right.

"I was being honest for starters, plus if you wanna stay crying over some girl who hurt you, you can if not then move on and let it go." The man said as he gave the younger a small smile before walking off towards the entrance of the rooftop.

Sitting in a shocked state Jisung stood up abruptly before shouting a loud 'hey' getting the males attention.

"Yeah?" Having nothing to stay Jisung stood quit trying his best to find what he wanted to say but nothing came to mind making him feel frustrated that until the male at the entrance spoke up.

"If you need anything I'm down on floor B apartment 12." Smiling at the younger the male walked inside leaving Jisung alone with his thoughts once again.

"Apartment B 12 huh?" Jisung said to himself before he too went back inside with rosie stained cheeks and red swollen eyes.

- 𝐣𝐢𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐳𝐲𝐱

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