control - vegaspete (revision)

4

Pete rubbing his eyes. He didn't even realize when he fall asleep. The next thing he know is- Vegas is not there anymore. "Vegas? VEGAS! VEGAS!"he look at the bathroom, empty. He run downstairs and was glad to see Vegas is in the living room with the others. Arm notice Pete walking down the stairs. He quickly drag Pete into his room. "What's wrong?"Pete ask. "What actually happened with Mr Vegas? Big say he had a nightmare... Now, he's coloring like a little kids. I mean it's pretty but he's not like this. Now you need to explain!"Arm say. "Past trauma... He never get enough love from his parents... Always get beaten... Maybe he feel comfortable with all of you. We never know because all of this time, we only see him as our boss, right?"Pete ask.

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"You know...."Vegas began to spoke, gaining the bodyguards attention. "I never thought living with you guys are much better than my own family.". "Why did you say that?"Big ask. "For everyone, they'll think money is happiness. But for we who got money, no. Money can't buy you happiness. Do your parents love you?"Vegas look at Pol. "They did... They once send me to private school. That's where I met Porsche."Pol reply. Vegas smirk. "See... I only go to school because of Kinn. If Kinn didn't continue his study, I won't."he say. "You must've been through a lot, Mr Vegas."Big say, sympathize. "Don't call me Mr... Just call me Vegas."he say with smile... and all of this time, only Pete know how mesmerizing it is when Vegas smile. Now, Big and Pol was speechless. They never knew Vegas could be this handsome when he smile.

"What are you doing?"Pete ask, coming together with Arm. "I'm coloring. I found this book."Vegas say, showing the animation that he has colored. "Oh! It's mine... Sometimes when I get bored with this three, I'm coloring."Pete say with smile. "I think I need to head back home."Vegas say, closing the book and keeping the colored pencils. "I'll send you home."Pete grab his shirt upstairs.

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Vegas walk straight into his house, without knocking with Pete following him. "Where are you from?! Look at the time, Vegas! It's eight!"Kinn say firmly. "I'm not little kid! Please stop!"Vegas say. "I'm the one-" "stop put the blame on you, Pete. He can just say no!"Kinn cut of Pete's word. "You know why the fuck did I follow him home? Because this house feel like hell! Living with them is much more comfortable for me! You are acting like my dad!"

"I am NOTHING like your dad. I try to protect you!"

"Protect me? By locking me in this fucking damn house? You always ask me to come out from my room, for what?! You're not even home! You're never here! You're out! With Porsche and your stupid business!"

"It's because I love you! I raised money for us!"

"For Porsche. not us... Have you ever see me as you cousin? No... No one ever love me, Kinn! No one!"

"WE love you-"

"NO YOU DON'T!... If you really love me, where were you when I was screaming inside the room, scratching the wall, asking for help? Where were you when they beat me like I'm an animal?!"

"I was a kid back then! I could do nothing. I'm afraid. Now I'm here to payback what I did."

"Kinn... Is 15 still a kid for you? He use me as a sex toy, Kinn... I'm 15! 15! No one ever trust me because I'm a guy! You don't know how hurt it is! And you never try to know!"

"Vegas! Hear me!"

"NO! YOU ASSHOLE! I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH! you're living your life with everyone loving you! I was hiding behind that wall, screaming and crying without no one cares! Getting raped and beaten almost everyday,Kinn!"

At this point, Vegas fall on his knees with tears falling like a waterfall. His shirt is wet now with his tears of course. Pete hug him tightly. He never know Vegas has been through this much. Vegas'sobbing voice started to fading, he passed out in Pete's arm. "Ey Vegas! Vegas!"Pete try to wake him up. "Bring him upstairs, I'll go get the doctor."Kinn order. Pete carry Vegas into his room.

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"What the fuck happened?"Porsche ask, he arrives with the doctor. Kinn could answer. Well, because he is the reason. The doctor went to check on him. "Nothing serious. He might just stress out and his brain make him relax."the doctor say. "Also, if he triggered the trauma, you know, when he force himself to remember what happened to him when he was younger..."he added. "Noted that... Thank you, doc."Porsche thanks him and send him to the door. "I think I'll head back home. I already involved too much, here."Pete say. "No... Vegas need you, Pete. Wait until he wake up."Kinn beg. While Pete thinking if he should wait or not, Porsche come in and slap Kinn.

"Ey Porsche!"Pete was shock by the sudden action. "I know very well it is because of you. I told you not to hurt him! You should've let me bring him to my hometown instead of locking him here!"Porsche say. "You're a fucking red flag and once more I'm gonna dump you! I'm not joking this time."

"Porsche-" Porsche avoid Kinn's touch and walk away. "Ey Porsche!"Kinn chasing him. Pete sigh. He close the door slowly and sit beside Vegas. He fixed the younger's clothes. He could feel the latter's forehead burning. He grab a towel from Vegas' drawer and soak it in water before put it on the younger's forehead. "P-pete?"Vegas try to reach his hand. "I'm here, I'm here..."Pete grab his hand and kiss it. "I- I feel cold."Vegas say, shivering. "You're having fever. Take this... It'll heal soon."Pete say, helping Vegas to sit and giving him the medicine. "Thank you."Vegas sliding back into the comforter. "Now, take a rest... I'll prepare some food for you."Pete dimming the light and close the door. Vegas soon fall asleep because of the medicine.

I'm so sorry the chapters are getting ridiculous more and more... English is not my native languang and I'm having a hard time to explain what I imagine... I'm so sorry for disappointing all of you :( see u in next chap!