Life isn't fair is it?

chapter 1 heartache

this happened in the past okey when they were dating and shit (killermare is one of my otp's okey good) Nightmare wished he could go back in time to when killer was still here with him. Every morning he would wake up only to realize killer still hadn't come back every time he'd take a shower it'd only remind him killer wasn't there to help him scrub even though that's fucking weird, he still missed it he missed killer but what could he even possibly do nothing he couldn't do shit because he knew killer had left him since he found someone more interesting then him he still remembers when they were together and one day he was overworking himself killer came and helped him out he missed moments like those he wishes he'd come back but then he'd only be lying to himself.

our love has been lost

I hide this feeling

Because you don't feel the same

Was this the cost?

For my greed

Was this because of the weed?

That you left

I don't think I'll be healing.

I'm filled with shame

Was my love just a game?

It had been a long day nightmare could hear the clock ticking from the side of his desk. It was late, but he needed to finish this paperwork. He was well behind his work the past few days, partly because of the increase amount of positively lately dream was being much more troublesome and it was annoying as fuck. He was well beyond work and paperwork apparently killer was starting to act up more and be more of a nuisance then normally, whatever he would finish it today and tomorrow he'd finish the rest and sort all of the paperwork of what u's they destroyed or just went to cause chaos. Nightmare heard footsteps rapidly approaching his door, he heard the door creak open and close. He didn't bother to look to see who it was but continued to finish off the paperwork. He only stopped as a hand was felt on his shoulder but continued after a while knowing only one person who would be bold enough to touch him. The hand was on his hand now. "it's late you should go to sleep." killer's silky sexy voice was heard near his ear which startled nightmare, but he recovered quickly pushing killers head away with his free hand. "I do not need rest like you" that was a lie and killer knew it too, but he could still try. "How bout this if you cuddle with me then I'll let you continue, your work." nightmare could already feel the grin that grew on killer's face, but he did like cuddles. And well he wanted some plus it would be nice he could finish his work as soon as 10 minutes were over, He thought for a moment "fine" killer's smirk grew even more which pissed nightmare off he sat on the bed as did killer. "Only for 10 minutes okey." nightmare made sure that the order got out clearly sadly killer had other plans in mind. As both of them laid down killer wrapped his arm around nightmares waist. nightmare mumbled something, "I wanted to be the big spoon" but killer couldn't quite understand "hm did you say something moonpie?" nightmare Shaked his head blushing furiously. they layed there for a while before killer gave a small kiss on nightmares neck which made him smile just a bit before telling him to stop. Nightmare looked at the clock he should finish up what he was doing when he went to get up, he was pulled back by killer who started giving kisses on his neck and all over his face making him giggle. He was seriously ticklish "Staph, Killer I-I'm serious." he kept laughing until killer stopped to let nightmare breath. "5 more minutes?" nightmare looked at the clock, it's just 5 more minutes. He snuggled in killer's chest while killer hugged him 5 more minutes and oh it had passed five minutes and nightmare was asleep, and so was killer it seemed killer's plan worked he knew he was going to get in trouble the next day maybe end up with a couple broken ribs , but it'd be worth it. The next morning the first one to wake up was killer he slowly unwrapped his hands on nightmare's waist and got up. Coving nightmare's shoulders with the blanket, trying his hardest not to wake up the sleeping prince but all his efforts were wasted as nightmare sat upright staring at him dead in the eyes, well he tried. "Good morning nightlight did you sleep well." nightmare was going to respond yes but then he realized this was his room and all his papers were scattered all around his desk it pissed him off "Oh my god seriously killer you could have let me finish it." nightmare kept gambling about why he should have completed it and why he had to finish, and killer distracted him, but killer wasn't listening he was too busy at looking at his face and all the expressions he was making. "wanna take a shower?" it was around 7 so he probably should. "sure" nightmare got off the bed to go in the bathroom and killer followed. Nightmare looked back at him seemingly telling him to leave but killer didn't budge so nightmare tried to push him out, but it just made killer laugh. Killer took off his shirt and nightmares shirt it took a long while until both were naked and, in the bathtub, "which bodywash do you want to use?" "Milk and honey." (milk and honey bodywash is soooo good "Cool oh also nightlight can I put it on you?" nightmare huffed before saying that he could. Killer squirted the bottle on his hands before rubbing nightmare back with the bodywash slowly kissing it. "you're going to get soap in your mouth." killer put his head on nightmares shoulder before whispering by his ear. "But I want to show you that I love you sooooo much." He kissed nightmare shoulder before continuing. "Hey nightmare you should summon your echo." oh fuck no nightmare knew way to well if he did killer would probably be pounding him into a wall no thanks. "no" killer just shrugged his shoulders before finishing cleaning nightmare up. Nightmare grabbed the soap and told killer to turn around before rubbing his back with the soap. Killer leaned all the way back until he was on nightmare lap, looking up at him. "You can lay on my lap later." mission success respect +15 killer got up and let nightmare finish what he was doing. Both got up and changed into warm clothes. killer looked around but couldn't find where he left his hoodie deciding to ask nightmare about it. "Hey uh nightlight where's my hoodie?" nightmare turned to the side blushing a bit. "I don't know why would I even know?" "If you say so nightlight now" killer picked nightmare up and took him to the couch nightmare just rolled his eyes but let himself, be carried. Killer then layed down on nightmare's lap he looked up at nightmare's face before quietly snicking to himself. "You promised" nightmare huffed at that but kept his promise otherwise. They stayed like that for a while until nightmare got up dropping killer on the floor. "hey" "I have to finish the work you did not let me finish last night."killer was upset but there was nothing else he could do so he asked nightmare if there were any missions for him and so nightmare sent him on one. killer finished the mission he was supposed to do and headed upstairs to annoy nightmare until he threw him in the basement to shut up but the scene, he saw was SOOO worth it. "ohh so that's where my hoodie went." nightmare turned around so fast that you could hear a snap and blushed so much all the way to his shoulders. Nightmare was wearing killer's hoodie. "All fun in games but I mm need my hoodie back." killer went to get the hoodie, but nightmare didn't let him "it's mine now deal with it" "oh c'mon nightlight give it back." but nightmare did not give him his hoodie back. Killer gave up and sat next to nightmare leaning his head on nightmare's shoulder. "I love you nightlight." "I love you too killer." he wished he said that. killer put his hand under nightmares chin slowly turning it to face him and kissed him it was a soft and chaste kiss it only lasted a few seconds but both of them loved it and enjoyed energy single second of it too! When they pulled back a string of saliva connected them, but killer broke it with his finger. Nightmare blushed a little he really did like the kiss "Can I have another one?" killer looked at nightmare shocked and smiled. Proudly saying "why Of Course nightlight my kisses are only for you." he gave another one on the lips?? Then one on the cheek. Nightmare giggled a little before putting up a frown on his face "You are so pathetic seriously falling in love with a being like I, my self? You're deranged...... and an idiot" killer put his hands up in defense "Nightlight I can't help who I'm attracted too!" killer faked a pout and nightmare rolled his eye light "I love you" nightmare looked at killer for any sign of falsely or fakery but couldn't find any guess he was being genuine however nightmare didn't respond to scared to "I-I" Killer gave him a kiss shutting him up "you don't have to say it I know you love me "nightmare nodded and then leaned on killer's shoulder. He did feel the same it was simply hard for him to say it and he doesn't know why he was so busy in his thoughts until killer interrupted him by speaking "SOOO when are we going to fuck?" nightmare slapped him so hard with his tentacle, but killer just laughed so hard there were tears in his eyes. "Shut the fuck up. You're just UGH" killer gave him another kiss before hugging him nightmare hugged him back even though he seemed hesitant, they stayed like that for a short while until nightmare got bored and realized he still has to clean and finish the paperwork "Okey stop you're squeezing me to hard." killer burst out laughing. While nightmare rolled his eye lights, he thinks they'll fall out with how much he's been doing that. But he just couldn't help it killer was just well, being killer "I love you so much!" nightmare blurted out while killer just smiled finally the words came out of his mouth nightmare wished he could have said them when they were like in the moment, but he knew killer didn't mind "I fucking love you so much nightlight you're so damn cute" nightmare blushed at the comment "Shut up" bitch he mumbled under his breath. Killer started touching his legs and then their nightmare decided if he stayed there any longer things weren't going to be PG anymore, so he moved to the other side of the room where he picked up a book to read smiling to himself with the way killer seemed offended scoffing slightly nightmare would have thrown him across the room, but he just didn't want to this time.