Its okay to not be okay

These tears clear and beautiful like a diamond
shes standing right in front of me..
crying and suffering...
behind her are Wings
her own Wings but torn
what is she?
she is a fallen angel
who wasnt able to win the fight
she wasnt able to fight these anxious thoughts she had
she wasn't able to fight the insecurity she had
she wasn't able to fight the people who made her suffer like that
and she wasnt able to fight herself..
now shes here...
she looks like any other human from her appearance
but her soul is empty
her eyes dont have any light
she gave up
everything she ever had...
is gone
is this the reason u entered heaven so early?
to end ur suffering
to end these thoughts
to end the pain ur heart couldn't stand?
to end the loneliness u always had to go through?
she still continues to cry but finally looks at me
i dont have a reason to live..
i dont have any purpose in Life
she lifted her hand and looked at it..
and suddenly she rammed it into her heart
she rammed it into the place where her heart was supposed to be
but theres nothing
its black
do u see it too? she asks me
there's nothing...
i feel nothing
i dont know what to feel or what i am feeling right now
I saw multiple fallen angels
fallen angels who were pure evil without a reason
fallen angels who lost hope and turned evil but still were kind in their heart
but what is she?
u can't answer the question either can u? she asks me
you're a child
who wants to be loved
you're a child who had an unfortunate life
you're a child that only asked people to stay by your side
thats all u ever wanted...love and loyalty
but they weren't able to meet ur expectations were they?
her wings slowly started to fade and she started to shrink and I saw her child version instead of the teenager one
I only want to be loved..she said crying
i want to be hugged and told that im good enough
i only want them to stay by my side
i hugged her....
it's okay to not be okay.
u didnt need to act though
humans are weak and u r too
u r loved.
u r good enough.
and u r a beautiful human being and blessing.
so dont end ur journey now and continue to shine but not here down there
she nodded and disappeared.
what's this she thinks.
she sees herself floating through stars.
its so beautiful....
the stars are lifting her up
and now stay right there because that's where u belong...
thats ur home...
May your Life become much better now (her Name)
you only have 5 mins until u disappear...
was it really worth to give ur life span to her in order to save her?
why did u sacrifice urself for her? an angel asked me
why? because i saw my old self in her...
she truly comes after me...
i dont want my beautiful daughter to end like her miserable dad.
its a miracle that i was able to save her today and im willing to give my life span every time as long as it means that she's okay...
he said and slowly faded away with a smile on his face.