Im back thinking on how to help charlie and how to stop him from ending his life and leaving me and all his friends and everyone he loves to die out without him there.
All he wants to do is end it all. I get hes probably stressed but its getting to the point where its overwhelming and starting to pile on top of me.
I feel like i am just stuck in a hole trying to get out and i manage to get to the top safetly without any problems but then just suddenly. BAM! A new problem gets in the way and i fall all the way back down to the bottom and i have to try and make progress again.
It feels like a test at some points where i will get everything right and all correct but then one of those things become wrong and it all crumbles and falls and i have to keep on answering questions to not give up and loose hope.
At this point it feels like there is no hope anymore and that god has put a spell on me to fail and never get anything right or "perfect"..
I know people keep saying "it will come around. Dont worry" or as i tell him "just wait. But dont give up on me or your girlfriend."
But what i know is that i will never and i mean.
NEVER
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life problems
Non-Fictionhey guys so here are my life problems at the moment. ik i have a story about how im aroace but this stuff is probably more serious so if your not okay with that then thats fine. you can just read my other stories but in the mean time enjoy my pain
