i cant lose him...

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It was around 10:25 or so at night and i was on tiktok until i got a message from my friend. Charlie? I was confused so i went onto WhatsApp and i saw the message saying.
"Im gonna kms so dont bother stoping me." WHAT! I couldnt believe this! I started beging and pleading he wouldnt do it until he decided to not.

I was really scared and thought i wasnt telling the truth about him and how amazing he is to me. I cant tell if hes telling the truth or not but if he is and he does decide to..you know.. then i will fucking kill myself and never leave my house again for ages.

Charlie is one of my closest friends and if anything happens to him idk what i will do. It would be the same with keira after reading her story 'my real thoughts'. Its come to the point where i cant even read he 3rd chapter on it.

I have so much pressure on me to the point im having to possibly try and keep everyone alive in this shit ass world but im too weak that i fall and everyone i love will disappear within seconds and i could never see them again...

If anybody can help me stop them from dissapearing from the world please tell me how! Ive tried everything to the point i cant even think of how to help them. At this point they have left me on read with a message i sent which said "either way please dont do it."

I need help to make him stop...
To make them both stop..
I cant lose him or keira 💔

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