Drill Rapper Imagines

To sweet for her own good

He told me not to take the hate to heart, but that's all I do. I just read the rude DM’s, and look at all the fucked up posted i get tagged in. Taking them to heart. I sometimes reply to them, trying to be nice. But all they do is respond rudely. Saying things like “You’re to ugly” , “You not good enough”, “You don't match his energy, you not fa him.” And even death threats.

Things like this make me push myself away from people. I haven’t talked to Dd in two days. He’s out of town and I’ve been dodging his calls and ignoring his text. I feel like he deserves better. Someone that’s confident enough to take pictures and go out with him.

Dd is supposed to be gone for about a week, so that can give me time to think. 

I was sitting on my bed watching tv when I started feeling hungry. I got up and made myself look decent. And went downstairs. I grabbed my keys and walked to the deli. I went inside and grabbed a few snacks and some dog treats for my grandma's pups. Enough to last me a little while and for them to eat good. 

I walked around the corner to my grandma’s house. Her car wasn’t there so I figured she was at work. I went and used my key to go inside. I went to the dog cages. I put some more water in their cages and gave them both treats. I left a note for my grandma letting her know I swung by like I always do.

I left the house and started walking back to mine. My phone started ringing and it was Dd. I started to feel guilty about ignoring him and answered. “Uh hello?”

“Mami, where you at?” he asked. “I just left my grandma's house, why?”

“Why have you been ignoring me?” I paused trying to come up with an excuse without sounding like a crybaby and making him get mad at his supporters . “I uh, i had to pay my phone bill sorry,”

“I know you're lying ma, just tell me the truth.”

“I gotta go, I love you, bye.” and turned my phone's power off.

I went home and put my food up, but grabbed me a snack and went upstairs. I opened my room door and was shocked to see Dd.

“You scared the shit outta me Dd, what you doing here?” I walked over to my dresser to put my snacks down. 

“I cut my trip short, I was worried about you ma.” I felt guilty again. He could have been having fun, but now he is here.

“I’m sorry you had to come all the way out here for nothing, because I'm okay,” I gave him a reassuring smile. 

“You not okay Y/n, you ignored me then lied about it.”

“I- look it’s okay it’s not important anymore.” he stood up and grabbed my hand and pulled me towards my bed.

“Baby talk to me please.” I finally gave in. 

“I can show you, better than I can tell you.” I got up and grabbed my phone. He unlocked as we knew each other's passwords. 

“What you want me to look at?” 

“Instagram, My messages and the things I get tagged in.” he looked at me and dropped the phone. “Y/n i told you to ignore the hate.” I started to tear up. 

“No, no, you don't understand, it’s fucking death threats, death threats David.” I replied basically breaking down atp. He pulled me into his arms. 

“Mami i’m sorry, but you gotta understand, half of those girls goin talk shit, but they not goin do shi, and they goin hate on you because you got everything that they can’t have. There are people out there that support you, that support us, so don't worry about the negative and think about the positive ma. And baby stop being sweet to the people that don’t deserve it, cause they don't deserve you. I love you and it's not a damn thing that can change that okay?” I nodded and he wiped my tears. “Please don't cry ma.” he said and kissed my forehead.

“I love you David.”

“I love you more ma.” 

Y’all be honest if Dd and Ddot popped off with a girl or (boy im mean ya neva know. ) im playing lmfaoo. But they popped out with a girl would y’all support?