Wouldn't I be overreacting if I said I did to little? I'm sure it's not alright but Luka is wrong wrong wrong wrong..
TW SH (S@LF H@RM )
TSUKASA'S ROOM | 5 am sharp "Yet a another day, im still so tired of life everyone is annoying, I hate myself, I look weirder too, I don't even have the strength to do my hair, maybe because of that fight. But they are just getting annoying, I may be a weirdo but I'm going to be a even weirder one and even fail my sister, I hate sekai, I hate my friends, I hate myself, I hate "them" and I hate everyone else, why should I even come to school today. I want to sleep forever."
I look in the mirror
" Gosh I look so ugly, maybe I shouldn't even be alive, what if that's the answer then? But I wouldn't dare to.."
I look at the butterflies and healed scars on my arm
" It's my 2 month mark, and I promised saki I wouldn't do it again, but maybe I can get away with it, it's not like I care anyways it's not that anyone cares too."
I ran downstairs to a locked storage room saying "Old stuff" I unlocked the door..
"There it is"
I said while holding running to a box called "SAKIS TAKE AWAY BOX FROM TSUKASA!! DO NOT TOUCH!!"
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ Sharp objects and SH warning again. You have been warned!!
I still felt so guilty.. I'm failing everyone
I grabbed the knife and a knife sharpener.. And started cutting my arm... even if there was butterflies I couldn't care less...
"Thats enough...."
I still needed to get ready.. so I put the items back in the box and locked the door. But I also knew saki was awake so I ran to my room quickly
I got ready and put some healing cream and bandages, but I always pick at scabs..
School for girls and boys! Ackina school! ( custom school that everyone goes to) | 7 AM!
My bandages are a bit visible, but only if someone payed clear attention to them
But then I bumped into someone...
"Ack!"
"I'm sorr-"
"Tsukasa..? Is that youu? Woah you look so different! Well, bad different, like you didn't do your hair at all!"
"Sorry emu, I couldn't have the time to do it at all... I'm sorry about what happened yesterday.."
" It's alright, but you got to apologize to nene-chan!!"
" Oh, about that.. I'm not sure if I want to be in wonderlands x showtime..."
"T-tsukasa-kun!! You can't just leave because of a fight, please stay, It won't get better like this!"
" I'm not sure, but I don't want to make you sad, so I will think about it... but probably won't stay.."
Just suddenly the sekai in our phones became more disturbing...
"|_|N~T!T|_ED $0N€"
" Eh, why is the name like that... wait tsukasa!"
" Everyone probably only wants me because of my fake sides, I don't blame them because that's the only side I have but it's just my inner child, they want more attention then when they were very young, saki had to constantly go to the hospital and I would be left alone or with a crappy babysitter, not like I cared at all.. but my inner child still cares."
"But I don't"
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Quick update before thanksgiving!! I had to make this short so I can spend sometime /w my fam, I will be gone for tomorrow and Friday!! Just a mini break then i will be back, so take this as a mini chapter but this still adds on, aha cliffhanger for ya
