Minho pov
I sit on the bed looking at my lap, felix was going back and forth inside the room.
"after all we have been through....your mate had to be a narrow-minded stupid alpha" he said with a low growl.....i have never seen him this agitated before.
"felix, I am..."
"don't tell me that you are okay....i know you are not....you can't fool me hyung" he said taking a deep breath" rejecting or getting rejected hurts....if he wants to die I will gladly kill him, I am not going to let him take you with him" he added making my eyes go wide.
"felix...."
"and why did he attack you?" he asked cutting me off."the boy he loves" I said making my heart break, it hurts too much when your mate doesn't love you....i just met the boy yet because of the bond it hurts so damn much." he left" I added.
"how did you know?"he asked sitting next to me.
"I saw him yesterday, he said he will leave today" I said
"what did he want?" he asked again
"he told me to take care of hyunjin just it" I replied.
"just that " I said with a raised brow making me hum, he told me to give hyunjin a chance and take care of him...clearly I won't, he doesn't want me...
"I am sorry that you are going through this hyung"he said patting my back,only for me to flinch in pain making him surprised."what is wrong are you hurt ?" he asked with a concerned tone, I think I hurted my back when he threw me to the ground, I hate how as an omegas we can easily get hurt.
"no I am....
"let me see" he cut me off lifting my shirt.
Silence filled the room making me nervous "what is wrong ?"I asked looking back.
"I am going to kill him for real" he said with a growl..i stood up walking toward the mirror, a big bruise covered my back, shit.i flinched when I touched the skin.
"it is okay felix...it will heal in no time" I said smiling at my brother, we are werewolves after all, it will heal faster than humans but as an omega slower than alphas."I...."
A knock on the door cut him off" don't do anything stupid " I warned him walking toward the door, I opened it to see hyunjin and y/n next the each other. Hyunjin wan looking at the floor,y/ n nodded at me as a greeting.
"jin" she said making the boy look up, he locked eyes with me making us both freeze. My heart starts beating too fast against my chest, stupid mate bond.
"I....i..." he cleared his throat looking away " can we talk?" he asked making felix who was behind me growl at him. I glanced back at him to find the boy glaring at hyunjin with blue eyes, I chuckled at how protective he is being...i have never seen him like this before....he can't even hurt a fly.I wanted to say no, he hurt me and I don't want anything to do with him. But refusing the bond will kill me and I have a brother to take care of....plus the pull the fucking damn bond and my wolf who is begging for his mate.
"sure" I answered
'no' felix said through the mind link
'it is okay, lix...i won't let him hurt me this time ' I replied chuckling inside my mind.
'even with our training he is an alpha minho...'
'I will be fine' I replied.
"lead the way" I said to hyunjin who nodded his head." can you stay with him?" I asked y/n.
"sure" she replied looking at Felix who looked upset.I left the room following the taller boy outside. He stopped when he reached the garden, he took a seat on the bench I followed him sitting silently waiting for him to talk.
"I....i am sorry" I said breaking the silence.
"you already apologized"I said coldly.
"I hurted you....i didn't mean to believe me....i don't know what came over me...this is unexpected " he explained
"totally understandable," I said leaning on the seat.
"I just wanted to say that I didn't mean what I said....you about..." he said.
"oh, that I am a useless omega....no worries you are not the first one to say that to me and differently not the last"I replied, his eyes turned red indicating that his wolf took control
"Who said that?" he asked with a growl before his eyes turned to normal" I am sorry about that "he added scratching his head."I just wanted to say that I am not like other alphas....i respect each rank....i don't want to seem like a bad person" he explained.
"so you are worried about you image that's it" I said, he is not apologizing because he feels bad.
"no not that....look it is complicated okay" he said jumping from his seat" imagine that you fell in love with someone and dreamed about how your life would be....your house how many kids you will get....and then you find out that he is not yours....it hurts.....so I am sorry for hurting your feelings but I can't just move on" he yelled.
"you are a fucking werewolf, you have no control over who your mate will be....you should have waited for them before living in your fantasy" I yelled back but I instantly regret my words, he looked down with teary eyes.
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My omega reader×felix
FanfictionBeing born as a female alpha was a big challenge but having an omega mate made it even worse