My scars

Chapter 11

Ming pov:
I wake up from my sleep because of phi pha i got good and enough sleep it is good to have someone who care for you i dont know what will happen when he know about real me i just sigh and decide to enjoy my time with him till i tell him about myself after that even he will decide to leave me i will accept it but i just hope he will not hate me nor feel disgust with me and i will not take it if he hate me. I just get up and decide to make breakfast than i will get fresh up. When i am making food and singing song i feel two big hand around my waist first i got panic but than become calm when i know who is the owner of this hands. I just smile and continuously start making food.

Pha pov:
I was sleeping suddenly delicious aroma of food hit my nose and i cant help waking myself. When i stand up.i see my baby is making food and singing song with his angelic voice. I wrapped my hand around his small waist. First he got panic then after that got relax. He just continuously start making food. He forward his hand to let me taste the dish.

When i eat the food i swear no one make this much good food than ming nor my mom i will get kill if she know what i say. After i taste the dish he ask me how is this. I just show my thumb and say best. Which he smile and turn off the stove. After turning off stove i make sit him on kitchen counter. He just blush and wrapped his around my neck and ask what am i doing. I just say i just want to see you he say you can see me at dining table why make me sit on kitchen counter which i just shrugged. I say baby your voice is so angelic can you sing song a song for me which he reply i will one day. Which i just smile.

Thought them as phaming

He left my neck and stand up from counter and say me to eat breakfast which i just obey. He is like wife who is giving command to his husband. While we are eating and i just praising him. He hesitately say phi pha and i ask what ming he say phi pha can we go on date today after he say that he panicly say if you dont want then its okay. I just sigh and stand up from my sit and lift his chin to look him towards me and i say while caressing his cheek ming its your right to ask me anything you are my boyfriend understand and i also thinking of going on date today because today we have free time. He ask with sparkling eyes really and i just nod. He say i will fastly go for freshen up and i just held his wrist and ask do you need any help which make his whole face red and he just shout phi pha!! I just laugh and say i am just joking. I say i will go to kai room for fresh up so we will not late which he nod. I take my clothes and go to kai room. I was standing infront of his door i just knock his door but the door his open my sister. I just come inside room and shout dont tell me you both sleep together which just my sister hit my head and say we sleep together becuase now we are together and dont worry we dont do that type of think because we just start dating and i just sigh in relief and say sorry for overreact which my best friend say you are lia brother so you have right to worried for her. Than kai ask me why i am here oh i forget to tell you i come here to get fresh up and he say did your wife get out you from the room which i just glare him and say no we are going for dating and dont want to late thats why i come here which they both dramatically ask really and i just nod happily and they both say all the best and i just thank them while.i am going to bathroom i turn around and call lia and say i want to know something which she ask what. I ask after dating him for this three days i see different ming which she ask how as he always being confident and bold in reality he is shy, sensitive,insecure or many thing which she response you are right he like bold and confident infront of everyone so no one say him weak.  She say he is really a soft and innocent guy. As i know he tell you he want to tell you something big when he got comfortable and have enough confident to tell you and ask you to always belive in him. I just stood there with surprise and ask ho-w how you know. she tell me i know about that thing and i ask what is this which she reply he tell himself as he say which i just nod. She tell me phi pha always belive him and i again nod. They both go outside for their walk and i go at bathroom for bath. After bath i come out from bath and wear my clothes and say i am looking handsome while doing wink.

I am thinking how my baby will look for this date and i just know he will look beautiful as always. I just smile like a fool because i am going on date with my baby but wait a minute i call him with nick name but he dont say me with any nick name i have to ask him about this because it is serious matter because he dont call me with nick and sweet name but with that word phi. Lets go to see my baby.
Ming pov:
When phi pha go i just smile like fool and i cant belive i am going date with phi pha. I am happy because he teach me how to play video game without getting angry on me.I ask for date hesitately because after my grandparents die in car accident i cant get anything from my parents when i ask them they just beat me. My grandparents are the only one who loves me and because of them my parents cant hit me. They dont hit me but say bad words to me i'm little so i cant understand what they say but they try every possible to know me what they are saying and also warned me to not tell anyone and i get scared because they say they will punished me if i say and from little age i got very bad dream and think like adult people am i bad person,unworthy,a curse and many more thing and  because of  my grandparents i am alive but why they cant let me die why. Its good to die rather live like this but now because of phi pha i dont want to die i want to live my whole life with him. I just sigh and go to bathroom to ready for date. I see scars on my body and sigh they are not heal how they will heal when before healing old ones i got new one.
I wear my dress which wayo and lia bring for me they are the one who tell me to ask for date. I just smile while seeing me. I am looking good and i just wink.

I hear door opening. I see phi pha standing near door like statue and i got panic did i not look good. He just say my name and say oh my you you you are looking sooooooooooooooooo
Beautiful and i just smile and i also see him he also looking damn handsome. He hug me say baby cant we go on date i just ask him with panic voice did i do something wrong which he fastly shake his head and say no its just you looking so beautiful and i dont want anyone look at you i just blush. He also smile. Suddenly he call me and i look at him and ask what  phi pha. He just say stop and i ask what stop phi pha he say stop calling me phi than i ask then what i call you he say like i call you baby you also call me with sweet nick name and i ask really which he nod. Than i ask can i call you jagiya which he tell me you can. He say can you call me again i call him again jagiya again jagiya again jagiya again i put hand on his mouth and kiss on his cheek and i say we will be late for date. He just whined and say its coming like melody from your mouth. I just blush and i dont know how many time i blush because of phi pha and i think literally everytime and he also become so flirty. I say you want to late for date with stern voice which he shake his head and say you looking more cute when you angry and i just blush again. We get ready for our first date.

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