My scars

Chapter 13

Ming pov
Now my routine change completely before being boyfriend of phi pha i used to wake at 4:45am or 5:00 am without getting enough sleep but now i wake at 7:50am or 8:15am with getting enough sleep.Before this i clean house,practise my vocal and dance,go for jogging and made food for myself sometimes for lia and wayo also but now i made breakfast for me and phi pha and he will praised me. Hearing praised from him is different from hearing praise from another person. I am cooking food while i am in my thought i come from my thought when i feel someone wrapped his hand around my waist and it is non other phi pha. When i ask him why he everytime hold which he reply simply your waist is so small and it come perfectly in my hand and its like god made this waist only for me which i just hit chest because i cant speak anything because my full face is red and i am too stunned to speak. He laugh and say i am not joking. He go to bathroom and i almost finish dishes when he come from bathroom with only towel i just dont see at his side because i dont want to embarassed myself again and he just say baby you are missing good show which i just ignore when he come i serve food to both of us with red face and  I just ignore him and eat my food. He making every attempt to make me talk i just say if you will again flirt you will sleep in your dorm which he just shake his head and say but you like it which i cant say no because i really like it which i dont say anything and he say okay i will not flirt too much its okay then he say i cant sleep without you on that empty bed with the tears which i know is fake if its fake i dont want him to shed tears because of me and i just nod ya okay do whatever you want which he say really and i just nod. After we become boyfriend we both live in my apartment because he say he cant live without me and now we are boyfriends so we should live together. I just say yes because i want to spend my time with him as much as i can before telling him about the biggest secret of my life. He snapped his finger infront of me and say do you want to late and my eyes got wide because i cant get late and i just going to run when he held my wrist and say calm down hyper puppy we have enough time our class will start at 10:00 am and its only 9:20 and i just glare him and say why you lie and he say i just want reaction of my baby and today i get to know you are the student who dont want to late 1 second also which i just say you get to know about me more which he say its my pleasure. I just smile. We than decide to go university at 9:35. When we come downstair i see my seniors and lia and wayo. Lia than loudly shout ya why your face is red which i just say ask your brother which she ask and he say i just only praised my baby and she ask what praising you do which he reply that i say my baby is cute,sexy,lovely,beautiful,his waist perfectly fit in my hand,his kiss are most kis- before he finish his sentence or say anything else lia put her hand on his mouth say enough which he just say you are asking so i must tell you which she say i get it your baby is perfect and he reply ofcourse he is and i just thought i'm not. I hear all phi shout when you become this cheesy and flirty which he reply from the day i got  my love of life which everyone just roll eyes. I just laugh at their reaction and then say jagiya then i hear everyone shout oi did we hear right which i just blush and phi pha make everyone quite ya shut my baby is going to saying something so stop and he ask what do you want to say baby i say jagiya can we go to forest again after some days later which he reply whenever you want and i hear everyone shout do you take him to the forest which you used to tell us and phi pha just nod. Yah you never take us which phi pha reply i want to take first love of my life not you all which everyone roll their eyes and i just smile at their relationship. They care for each other without showing it. Than wayo shout ya we should go to university and no one want to late right and i just hold phi pha hand and say lets go. Which he just nod and start driving and thank god we reach at right time. Phi pha say now you are good hyper puppy we didn't get late and i just nod my head with smile. I see some people glaring and some are fangirling or fanboying over us. I know they are phi pha admirers so they are angry and i just sigh and phi pha squeeze my hand and say dont worry love i am with you ok and i nod my head and say i am fine phi pha which he just smile and say let me send you to your class which i say ok. When he send me to my class than i enter my class see the some people glaring at me and some being fans. I just ingnore them and i sit on my seat i have to take this class alone i just sigh and some girl come towards me and shake my hand which i just got confuse hello my name is mary, she is ria,she is rose and she is anny and we are fujoshi and you look so cute with phi pha we have boys couple fanclub if someone bully you because of you being gay just told us we make them to say sorry to you which i smile and nod my head and say sure and they go to their seat and i start missing my jagiya. Finally period end and that fangirls say goodbye to me and say see you again which i nod and smile and they also return the smile. I come out of class in last and i dont see anybody in corridor i just sigh when i walking someone push me roughly and from this much force my hand got injured. They come near me and grabbed my hair and say how dare you first you make every boy fall in love with you now phi pha huh what portion you give to them so everyone fall in love with you say while grabbing my hair tightly.  you are just s*ut who just want to sleep around with random people,you dont love anyone just want to pleasure yourself they say many more disgusting words to me which just make me remember the horrible memory and words say by parents. the memories which just haunted me which i want to forget come again i just push them and start running from there but someone held my wrist and i see phi pha who is looking at me with worried face i just smile with pain and free my hand and go somewhere lonely.
Pha pov
I just listening this boring lecture. I just want this bell ringed and this is first time i want period to end because this is my favourite period and all this because of my baby i miss him so much so i want this period to end fastly. My friend see me and say now you understand why we want the period to end fastly which i nod and say fully understand and kai say after lia become my girlfriend i miss her more now. After bell ring i not waste any time and come outside the class my friend see me in disbelief and say you are more lovesick than us who cant let his boyfriend go from his for one second which i just shrugged. I say now my baby has same lecture as me which they say you are so lucky which i say indeed. When we are walking i see some girls making circle around someone and i hear a familiar voice and i see ming walking with cry face. When i held his wrist he just smile with pain and run from there. I see the groups of girl with anger and ask with cold voice what happen here which they reply we dont know before i say something i hear someone shout and see lia and wayo come towards in anger. Lia ask me why ming cry huh and i say i want to know exact and this is something with this girls and she say oh and ask with calm voice which is actually show she is in anger she ask what  you do to ming which they again say we done nothing i see lia chuckling which just make us shiver and she grabbed one girl hair and ask with angry voice i am asking to you nicely not let me wake beast inside me understand and i hear kai voice she is looking damn scary which i just say see but he say also sexy and i see him with disbelief. Then one girl tell everything what actually happen here and i shout with angry voice how dare you huh which they reply with scared voice we just jealouse of him thats why we do this and i say now say this to principle which they pleaded no to say to principle but i  already call principle and he ready to take action and they have to go principal office. I say we have to find ming which they all nod and we are start finding ming but did not find him and i am getting worried where might he was then lia come and say when he is sad or want to cry he will  in lonely place and we think about lonely place and we go to lonely place and i see ming hugging his knees and burying his face. They all leave to give us privacy i go near ming and call his name when he see towards me i see his cry face which is got swollen because of cry and my heart break into million pieces i hate it when he cry i go near him and he hug me i almost lost my balance but i support myself properly. He than look towards me and say phi pha i am not like that e which that girls say. I wiped his tear and say i know i believe in you ming and they will get their punishment dont worry ok lets go home but he say classes and its important i say dont worry about classes i already told principle sir everything and he give us permission to go home so we can go home and he nod his head and clinging on me like koala and sleep. I have nothing problem with it and we reached at car and i make him sit in car and i also sit. I message everyone and tell them we are going to home which they fastly reply ok. I know they want to ask more questions but not now and we reached home and i made him sleep on bed and also sleep with him.