i would rather die

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Ever since we arrived back home i had kept my promise to myself to never speek again until one morning mom comes into my room.Alexandra get dressed she said as i replied with my head shaking no as she says we are taking you to therapy as i yell I WHOULD RATHER DIE and then i cover my mouth and start crying because i had broke my promise . As mom pulls me out of bed and i get up and get changed and dart straight to the car waiting for mom as im in the car thinking i realize would skyler want me to me muting my self no she would not she would want me to be happy and move on for her. And dad gets in the car and i ask i thought mom was taking me and he replies with change of plans.


After we arrived i had to mentaly prepare myself before walking in those therapy doors because i had never thought of myself as one of those girls who would need therapy but i guess there is a first time for everything am i right? as my therapist brings me to the room and she says "your mother,lucy has told me alot about you and whats been going on tell me Alexandra whats going on in your head" as i start speeking saying"my baby sister was like my life my whole world and when i lost her it felt like i lost mine" as the therapist kept asking questions and i tried my best to not explode and scream and i just stay calm and answerd the best i could.

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