One Direction: The Apocalypse

Chapter 9

when i woke up, i was covered in blankets. i was in the bottom bunk with niall. wait i was mad at him. i got out of bed and he noticed. "you're up."

"mhm." i replied.

"wheres liam?" i asked.

"he's pacing back and forth in the kitchen. he thinks he made you have the panic attack." niall explained.

"why. why was i s-sleeping with you?" i asked.

"it was liam's idea."

"well. you and i need to talk after i see liam."

he mumbled k. and fell back onto the fluffy feather pillow.

"liam?" i called out hoarsely. he saw me and sighed. "you're okay." he looked so relieved. he was so adorable, with his almost shaved head. i walked over to him and hugged him. "i need to sit down. how long was i out?"

"6 hours, 36 minutes and 17 seconds."

"okay. sit by me." he sat by me, and i kissed his lips. they were soft against my dry ones. i pressed myself against him, and kissed harder. then i stopped myself.

"sorry,i got carried away." i smiled.

"i love you, too. but i'm not sure in that way yet."

"take your time. i'll still be right here waiting for you." he said.

"can you help me get to the drivers?" i asked politely.

"of course." he put his arm around my waist, and we walked to zayn, who was driving.

"where are we?" i asked.

"we're going to the coast. get a boat. maybe find an island." mm. that would be nice. i could work on my tan. "okay. thanks. morgan can i talk to you?" she nodded and we sat down.

"i can't choose between them." i said.

"i hear harry likes you, also. have you taken him into consideration?"

she asked.

"no. i can't kiss another boy. i mean," i whispered this in her ear," i've already kissed niall once, and liam twice..."

"you get around!" she joked.

"no. im just trying to decide. and keep it down!" i hissed.

"okaay. well, right now, of THIS moment: who do you like more?" she asked.

"liam." damn. i said it at full volume.

"i thought you and niall had something special... whats wrong with him?" she was confused. i used to adore niall a few years ago.

"he changed." i said.

"he was getting extra food for himself and he almost got eaten. so i saved him and now, he's being all cold! i said i was going to talk to him. i swear if harry makes a move. imma flip a table." i told morgan. i thanked for her help, and went talk to niall.

"hey." i sunk into the surprisingly comfy bunk bed.

"hi."

"do you still like me?" i asked.

"yes."

"then how come you're acting like you hate me? i was crying yesterday because you were acting all mean. and liam came comfort me. why werent YOU there?"

"its hard. i know that i can't protect you. im not the cutest one in the band. im not the smartest. and i, i loved you first."

"loved?"

"loved."

"whats up with people all of a sudden loving me?"

"i. i don't. i don't-"

"liam and you. i guess its because the world is ending."

"oh." he looked crushed. probably because i didn't say it back.

"i love you too. but its not- i don't- i- its not fair to either of you if i choose, now. when we get to our island and we are settled down i can choose. but i really do love you."

"can i teach you how to kiss, now?" he smirked. "tomorrow," i said. and i walked out of the room. i sat down and looked out of the tinted windows. someone came behind me and put their hands over my eyes. "guess who?"

"liam?"

"nopeee."

"niall?"

"nopeee!"

"harryy!"

"and bingo was his name-o!"

i laughed.

"i need to talk to youu." harry said seriously. i followed him to the bunks. i was having lots of talks today..