Chapter 16
For years Jin lied to himself, acting as if he was indifferent to his feelings for Jungkook even though he was the one who lost the most, he only said that to Areum, he never said it to Yoongi let alone Taehyung. He appreciates all of them who have helped him come back from trauma. Which keeps him as healthy as ever. He wanted to repay Yoongi's kindness by loving him the way he asked. But it's so hard to open his heart when there's still someone in it.
He also promised Taehyung that he would never have anything to do with Jungkook and neither would he and Jimin. But Jin knows that Taehyung still loves Jimin, just like he still loves Jungkook.
Is there a love that big? In fact there is and that's what they feel. That day Jungkook invited Jin and Areum to go to the Han river. Take a walk by the river. Yoongi is no longer living with Jin. They are alone now. Jungkook doesn't live there either, he feels he can't accept everything yet. He still felt guilty every time he met Jin.
At that time, Areum was among his fathers. Jin took her right hand, and Jungkook with her left. They look perfect together like that.
"Appa.. I'm tired"
"Let daddy carry you hmm?" Areum just nodded and Jungkook picked her up. Then he took Jin's hand, intertwined it and they walked together.
"Daddy.."
"Hmm"
"When will you be living with us?"
"About that... daddy will talk to your appa, but for now do you mind if we meet outside like this?"
"No daddy, but I want to sleep with you, can you sing? I want you to sing me a lullaby like appa did"
"Can your appa sing?"
"Hmm, his voice is very good" Jungkook just turned to Jin.
"You never sing to me"
"You didn't ask for it" Jungkook just smiled.
"Daddy.. appaa.. look at that I want ice cream" Jungkook put her down and let her run to the ice cream place.
"Don't do everything she wants" Jin said.
"It's okay, I've never done it before" Jungkook approached his daughter and they bought ice cream.
They sat in a chair facing the river. Areum sat between them, the three of them ate ice cream with different flavors. No. Only Jin is different.
"He really is my daughter" Jungkook said.
"What do you mean?"
"We have the same taste" when Jungkook looked at Jin, he saw that there was some ice cream left on his chin. He wiped off the rest of the ice cream with his hand and made Jin speechless.
"Why is it so messy eating the ice cream?" Their eyes met and they just stared at each other.
"Daddy, why are you staring at appa like that? Is my appa beautiful?" Areum said.
"Your appa is very beautiful, but you are prettier, my daughter is the most beautiful" Jungkook kissed Areum's head.
"Daddy too, the handsomest daddy that Areum has, and the most beautiful Appa that Areum has" Areum kissed their cheeks alternately.
Areum saw many birds in front of them, looking for food from the crumbs on the ground. Areum approached the birds and played with them. Leaving Jin and Jungkook on the chair.
"Jungkook.."
"Hmm"
"thank you"
"No, I'm the one who should say that, thank you Jin" Jin got closer to Jungkook and rested his head on Jungkook's shoulder. They looked at their daughter who was laughing chasing a nearby bird.
"Don't you regret staying with me Jin?"
"No, I'll never regret it Jungkook, every time I see Areum it's like I see you, she's just like you" Jin raised his head and looked at Jungkook.
"I love you Jungkook, is loving you a mistake?"
"Do you remember the first time we met at the club? I lied to you, actually it wasn't you who asked me to be taken home, but I brought you to my place, seeing your face at that moment made me fall in love. Your eyes, your nose, your lips, everything is perfect. I want to have you that night but while laying you on the bed, kissing your lips, it suddenly dawned on me. You said you were a virgin at that time, I felt I had to protect you, I won't let my lust spoil you, because I fell in love with you Jin. From everything I do , our memories together are not fake. Mine and Jimin's plan was to destroy you, but falling in love with you, that's karma for me"
"Do you know? When we didn't end up having sex because I was afraid, every day I always wanted it. I dreamed of you, I imagined your body at that time. I was crazy about that body, but you made me drunk to do it. Even though I want to feel it without drunk, it's the first time for me and you are the first to make me break my own promise"
"I'm sorry Jin"
"It's okay, it's already passed. I want to know you as you are now in front of me"
"Hi, I'm Jeon Jungkook and I love you so much"
"I'm Kim Seokjin, and I hope my name can go back to how it used to be"
"What?"
"I prefer Jeon Seokjin, can you do it?"
"Jin..." Jungkook had tears in his eyes.
"I want to be happy with you Jungkook, with Areum. Give me that name again, please"
"Why? Why are you like this to me? Hmm?" Jin brought his face closer to Jungkook.
"Because I only want you, I only love you, you have to be responsible for making me happy for the rest of our lives, taking care of Areum together, loving and forgiving each other"
"I promise, I promise I will give you that name back, I promise Jin, I love you so much" Jungkook kisses Jin's lips tenderly. Jin returned the kiss. Let them do it.
And Areum I hope you don't disturb them because birds are more fun than your fathers.
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